To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/08/03 20:49
Subject: Re: [K-list] death fears and k
From: Nick Gold
On 2000/08/03 20:49, Nick Gold posted thus to the K-list:
I am 22, and am going through what you discuss here. I have actually just
gotten over the death fear, though, and already less chest pains. Very
ecstatic bliss almost all of the time. Cool shit. :) Thank you for this
post though, it is nice to see that what I am going through is so normal (I
knew, deep down, that it was nothing to worry about -- my fear was a "body"
thing, not really reflecting my higher self's beliefs. Now I am much more
in synch. :)
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-Nick
on 8/3/00 2:46 PM, divine_goddessATnospamhotmail.com at divine_goddessATnospamhotmail.com
wrote:
The last time I had any death fears at all was during my panic
attacks when I was in my early 20s.
I have been doing some reading finding out that panic attacks are a
part of k awakening. If that is so, then my k awakening has been a
gradual process since my teens, not since shaktipat when I was 33.
The funny thing is, is that panic attack breathing is very similiar
to rebirthing breathing, cycling the prana thru the lungs and around
the body to melt blockages in the energy body.
If someone suffers now from panic attacks it might be worth your
while to search out a rebirther or a holotropic breathing
practitioner. It might be helpful to see things from another
perspective and give someone a sense of control.
Regarding death fears around the heart opening...when my heart chakra
began opening ( a gradual process that took place over about a
year)...there were some pains and anxiety around my heart.
During the last stage of the opening, it felt like someone had come
from behind and grabbed me by the shoulders and pulled them back so
severe as to crack my chest open down the middle of my breast bone.
My shoulder were pulled back so tightly it raised me off the bed,
while this luminous geyser of iridescent light erupted from my chest
for about an hour. Sigh..... If it had been possible I would have
split my chest open even farther because it felt so wonderful.
Love,
Susan
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