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Recieved: 2000/07/12 12:15
Subject: [K-list] Unified Field Theory of Blah
From: Wim Borsboom
On 2000/07/12 12:15, Wim Borsboom posted thus to the K-list:
Dear Jerry and David,
David, I just read all your posts, where are you?
Love you!
Jerry wrote:
> :)) But l can't help but feel that you're being way too
> modest, and l still feel l could benefit from having had experiences such
as
> you have. But yes, we each experience what is meant for us -- perhaps even
> what is perfect for us. Altho our perspectives have often differed l've
> always felt warmth and kindness in you.
Now what does the following have to do with you and me, our expectations I
guess... As in: "I have not what you have and you have not what I have,"
therefore both of us feel at times inadequate. *At times* based on the
favourite expectation of the day. There is no 'better' or 'more meaningful',
I am totally convinced of that.
Unified field theory of blah.
You know, it is the hardest thing to realize the unconditionality of life
and love and light. Life, love and light's energy just is, it does not
demand or preclude or expect or select depending on favours, judgements or
conditional behaviour.
Pure laws of energy do not follow the same conditional rules that we live
and expect to live by.
Our continuing discoveries of 'basic' laws of nature always disprove the
rules or laws of life as well as the expectations that we place or have just
placed on life as based on our latest scientific understandings.
Yes, those human rules and laws and our expectations of life are always
based on outdated (can it be otherwise?) scientific, philosophical (as in
PHD), anthroposophical, theosophical and psychosophical discoveries
inventions and concepts.
The creation story initially was such a scientific understanding that ran
through the various 'blahsophies' as listed above. And of course, we find
that story totally outdated - even if still somewhat meaningful. However we
still have not let go of it, not really, not by a long shot.
Ah the problem of oral and written traditions, their latency factor is
comically maddening I find.
It seems we always have to catch up on truth and it seems that our previous
absolutes always turn out to be relatives and conceptual.
Problem is that the dissemination of a discovery spreads like a slowly
bleeding ink stain...AND... as the last ppl. are just being informed of a
discovery, the first ppl. who discovered and started the inkstain are
already blotting it out as they just discovered something new and "closer to
the truth". Then.... some time later the descendants of the first ppl. are
discovering remnants of the original stain and base totally new insights on
the fragments of past concepts that where actually discarded by their
ancestors...
I find this maddening in an humorous sort of way! I know it can also be seen
as great boon, I used to think that, but I am changing my viewpoint on that.
:-)
The original error is that we have replaced measurement with judgement, and
that came in our western and mideastern world from the second creation
story.
We have not recovered since.
Life is all about conditions, it is not "conditional upon things" as we use
that phrase in the moral sense... Life is about how we can live those
conditions without putting expectations on them. We need to see the original
unembellished states of being in their original light.
I see natural life, the physical stuff that I see outside my window, the
pure physicalness of energies that run inside my house at the moment,
sounds, smells, the shaking of the floor, a lawnmower starting up, those
unfettered happenings and happenstances as they are unembellished by the
poetry of western morals as the miracle.
The fact that we have to play with the warpings of time and space, the fact
that we are able to discover our unity from our separateness and vice versa,
THAT IS THE MIRACLE.
Visions and such are only a small aspect of the miracle, healings also,
nothing really special, the numinous means just a little in this total
miracle.
Al those "high chakra things" of which I happen to need plenty otherwise I
will not recover simplicity, they are no big thing... Do not be jealous of
me...
To be all one?...
God (so to say) does it all the time "forever and ever amen", it is too
easy...
It is no sweat to be god...
BE GOD, I AM THAT I AM, that is actually the simplest thing.
No, what we are... that we sometimes don't want to be, that we can at times
not know. That there is the dark sometimes, that is why we are humans...
I find that the miracle.
Not knowing god from human.
I love this difficulty, the grappling.
The attempt to understand complex dynamics that I will never fully grasp.
It is quite a sweat to be human, beats being god any time.
My God, that is why we are what we are, human
Just freewheeling here, falling down after a wheelie or two.
A scratched knee!
Love,
Wim
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