To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/07/10 11:05
Subject: Re: [K-list] The Botttom Line/THANK YOU!!!
From: Gcwein1111
On 2000/07/10 11:05, Gcwein1111 posted thus to the K-list:
In a message dated 7/10/00 9:01:34 AM Pacific Daylight Time,
david.bozziATnospamnetzero.net writes:
<<
This is what you want.
You have no interest in growth.
>>
Jabs?
This is your delusion. This is all you are capable of seeing.
Jabs and compliments.
>>
Ah, more swats on the head from the stick of the zenmaster. The jab l
was referring to was your telling me that my not wanting to talk to you was
self avoidance, but of course you're right, this was not a jab but only
delusion on my part.
Let's see ... you've now referred to my self
avoidance, projecting, being in denial, being dishonest, being deluded, being
blind, concerned only with being right, and with having no interest in
growing. lt's funny ... l was concerned that some might say these very same
things about you, Davidji!!! But now that you've become my teacher, l would
of course protest mightily.
l must
confess that it amazes me that all these years on the path didn't reveal all
this to me before now. l just don't understand why no one else ever said
them. BUT HEY, THAT'S WHAT GREAT TEACHERS ARE FOR!!!
Perhaps you could teach me something and resist.
You have shown that you can not.
>
RESIST?? What is there to resist??? l wouldn't dream of resisting your
muchly treasured teachings. Such folly would surely condemn me to vajra hell
for all eternity. And what, pray tell, could a most humble aspirant such as
myself, one whom you've accurately described as mired in so many defects,
hope to teach so accomplished an adept as yourself?
Your all clarifying and transcendant words of
wisdom, painful though they may be, make Manjushri's sword of discrimination
look like a toothpick. l know it has hurt you far more than me to have to say
these things and that doing so has required you to surpass Chenrezig in
extending your thousands of arms of compassion. With your tireless efforts
you are the Terton of our times. Ramana's sole purpose was to prepare the way
for you and your method of enquiry, which far surpasses his own. l would be
buried in shame at being unable to meet the rigours of your method were it
not for knowing that l have you as my Protector in the higher realms. lf only
l could fly to you in order to kiss your lotus feet.
Blessings, Love, lnfinite Peace and
Joy,
your most humble servant
jerry
Blessings,
David
(wrong)
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