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Recieved: 2000/07/05 17:45
Subject: Re: [K-list] Mudras?
From: Kristina Valdes
On 2000/07/05 17:45, Kristina Valdes posted thus to the K-list:
>. Just
>recently I had a very startling experience. A sexual energy flared up
>between my legs, then traveled up my spine as well as down my legs. It was
>truly orgasmic.
Ana,
Well, now I don't feel so bad. My initial experiences for the first 3 days
were VERY SEXUAL!!In fact it was so intense that I harbored thoughts of
possession and spirits sexually attacking me.I felt like I was riding waves
of ecstasy for hours at a time. All I had to do was think about touching
myself and I could feel it.It was entire bodily waves of orgasms. I could
think about speed and intensity, even how deep I wanted it to go....and it
would happen. I let myself go with it...and felt guilt and shame, but now I
realize it is just the male part in myself finally connecting with the
female.I was connecting with me :) It is pure joy when this
happens...although a little obsessed is what I had called myself then. I was
really into it.What with everything else that was happening at the same
time, I just knew whatever it was, was something positive. I feel very
blessed. I just wish I knew what I was supposed to do with such a gift.I'm
being "told" by my guide or my subconscious(whatever it may be) that I am to
become a healer and go to those in need. I have been told to become a
vegetarian,I have. I was told to abstain from sex for 30 days...I did. I was
told to stop all medications...I did. Of course I am a diabetic, so i did
need to start taking those meds again. But all in all, I have had no bad
advice from this voice. I just continue to research as much as humanly
possible into this incredible gift bestowed upon me, and learn more every
day about what to do with it. I feel so blessed!!! Although I do miss the
initial "bliss" that came on about the 6th day. I haven't been able to
reclaim that feeling yet, but I am confident I am on teh right path and when
the time is right......
Krystyna
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