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Recieved: 2000/07/03 23:07
Subject: Re: [K-list] move along
From: Kathy Bates

On 2000/07/03 23:07, Kathy Bates posted thus to the K-list:

ckressATnospamaol.com wrote:

> Kath:
> << Why do you nearly always come across with posts that say it's "us versus
> them" El?
> I don't think Jag's trying to get an "ally"... >>
> El: No, she's not. I'm getting all the allies for her, like you! Like 90%
> of this list, if I keep this up.

What's going on, El? That's what I want to know. Why do you think Jag's
post means she's rallying allies?

> Kath:
> << Does everything *have* to be confrontational with you? >>
> El: You're right, I'm being so confrontational with everyone, while everyone
> else is extending such warmth to one another. You're all so gosh darn nice.
> You know, before I was on the K-list, nobody ever had confrontations here. I
> invented them. The devil made me do it. No one should have an attitude like
> mine -- especially not me! They should be friendly and always mean what they
> say, like you and Jag.

I'm just guessing, but is this sarcasm? I don't think you believe me.

Tell us what the fuck is wrong, El...tell us instead of getting all
defensive like the above, like the emotion-loaded posts. If you can. Get
it out.

You don't *have* to be nice, you can say what you want. I just want to
know what that is, what you want to say...

If it's "fuck you and the horse you rode in on", that's fine.

It's just that I'm getting so much that's not being written when you
reply like you have above.

> El,
> long overdue for a spanking
> (Where's Angelique?)

Nobody (well, I'm assuming now!) wants to "spank" you or silence
you...and I for one, want to understand where you're coming from. You
really have been on "defensive attack mode" now for a couple days" and
it seems to me like a cry from someplace inside you...you're trying to
alienate yourself from the list for some reason, is my gut feeling on this.

Correct me if I'm wrong, El, but I really feel that you are hurting and
your recent words are covering up something that wants to come out, to
be said...once and for all.




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