To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/06/29 01:46
Subject: [K-list] move along
From: lobster
On 2000/06/29 01:46, lobster posted thus to the K-list:
> El: How does it feel to remove an "outward mask"? Wet, itchy, springtime
> fresh? Pray tell what feeling authenticates proper mask removal? And how
> many inward masks are under the outward mask? I've tallied 7230 of my own
so
> far, but I lose count easily...
Hell
Low
El,
It feels the opposite of the way you feel most of the time.
Liberating.
> Lobster wrote:
>
> << It quite often does, however it may cause resentment and inner
rejection.
> >>
>
> El: To me it is akin to smiling pleasantly while stabbing someone, or
> spitting in someone's face, then telling them, "Have a nice day." Seems
> somewhat lacking in sincerity to me. What is "inner rejection"? Like
what
> happens to a failed liver transplant? This is really dangerous! We
should
> post a list warning that anyone with a transplanted organ should avoid
this
> list, lest they experience inner rejection after someone socks it to them
in
> a post that ends with "Love", "Blessings," ad nauseum... especially
because
> many will forget to add the magic <> cancellation.
I have no desire for you to have a nice day.
I have big claws and I am quite happy to use them on you.
That is after all the stimulation you require.
You want to be hurt - so if you can not hurt yourself
you get others to do it . . .
As a practicing Satanist I am happy to send you a curse
that will cause all the pain (no growth without struggle right)
and stimulation you require . . .
Just say the word.
Of course if you require something else
Just say the word . . .
Of course you can not trust a Satanist
can you?
Being as chaotic and malleable as you are at present
I guess you can not even trust yourself . . .
> El: Being true to myself sometimes come across unpleasantly, depending on
> the receiver. It may even seem false by someone else's standards. The
> paradox is that in a sense, we're all genuinely ourselves no matter how we
> are, which includes being self-deluded, dishonest, bullshit blathering
> psuedo-facsimiles of anti-spiritual nonreality. For me, being true to
myself
> mostly consists of letting go of any idea of who I think I should be and
to
> the best of my ability, letting my heart be my guide. I have no idea what
> I'm going to say or do from one moment to the next; I surprise myself all
the
> time. And I'm always learning more about "me," about "us," about life,
> and... (Dare I say it? Here, it's such a controversial, convoluted word
and
> everybody thinks they have a monopoly on what it means. Oh, why not?
I've
> already got both feet in the fire.)... ta da: Spirituality!
mmm . . .
well the above all seems authentic.
You only seemed concerned with your spirituality.
In other words you have no responsibility.
Such an attitude carries responsibilities . . .
Be Well
Lobster (curses or blessings by arrangement)
PS. I have sent a taster with this message.
If you require something stronger . . .
just say the word . . .
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