To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/06/13 06:39
Subject: [K-list] Re: cancer and prognosis ( Angelique)
From: meeradji
On 2000/06/13 06:39, meeradji posted thus to the K-list:
<<Everything is happening as it
should.
Any how, Paul did not ask for sympathy, and David's response respected
that. What need caused you to decide to be his champion?
Blessings.. >>
I'm sure Paul and everybody else on the lists knows very well that everything is happening as it should and Paul not asking for sympathy doesn't mean he wouldn't like - and need- all love and support he can get. And i'm not anybody's champion, but just wondering about the discrepency between theory and practice here.
How far away from the love connection in your heart somebody has to be to answer Paul's mail which was so full of sorrow, pain and love with some links and some scientific results? I know i'm judging here and perhaps i'm wrong and my interpretation is too emotional .....
Words are powerful, words are weapons, words are eternal energies. These mails are read by several hundred people and for many of them we, the writers, are giving an example and an orientation. I just couldn't let this kind of energy stand there uncommented. David's words felt cynical to me and heartless. I know, David is NOT cynical and heartless, but the energy in his mail in my eyes was.
Perhaps it's just my stupid " feeling everybody's pain attitude" , this stupid human compassion, that makes me cry and play flute for Paul and other silly things that probably don't help him anyway and only feed my nice ego image of having a big heart and being full of love.....?
perhaps..... but even if.......
i don't have a choice anyway.
it's my belief: even IF we "know" what somebody has to learn and " know" that everything nasty and cruel and painful happens to his or her personal best, and even when we are sure, it comes out of God's deepest love even if it looks and feels like hell..............
even then as human beings with a heart full of love it should be the need of our compassionate heart to try to heal, to try to comfort, to try to make better.
How else do we manifest Divine love in a human way?
And yes, i know, there are other ways of sending love than writing mails to the list, but we shouldn't forget that the list lives from energies manifested in words mainly.
So perhaps the words SHOULD actually represent what we are and do.
In my opinion Paul doesn't need diagnosis, links and statistics right now but love.
Love is everything, love heals, love soothes, love comforts, love survives......
On this list we talk so much about love......
Where is your love,David?
Where is your love, Angelique?
Where is OUR love?
mia
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