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Recieved: 2000/06/13  01:21  
Subject: Re: [K-list] the Divine Beloved (was: stifled ) 
From: v
  
On 2000/06/13  01:21, v posted thus to the K-list: 
David Bozzi wrote: 
>  
> v wrote: 
>  
> > The study of male/female relations & sexuality are areas that I remain deficient 
> > in. 
>  
> You may be an advanced soul who has transcended these lessons. 
> Einstein flunked basic math.
 
   the kinda love & romance practiced by the native sociological species 
on this planet still reminds me of the caveman days, i.e. 
"Ug! Mongo want woman! Mongo TAKE woman! Drag her by hair to warm cave, 
cook food, sprout children!" 
   well, sure - there is a lot of technological upgrading & the advent 
of the "independant women" in this era, but basically, isn't it that 
kinda relationship which has inspired our ancestors from time 
immemorial? 
>  
> > I just keep thinking that being honest & creative & funny should be enough, & 
> > obviously I am wrong. 
>  
> Enough for what? Be yourself. Period.
 
yeah. obviously you are right... 
>  
> > To me, it seems like these issues are built upon 
> > pretense & artifice & superficial values. 
>  
> Well... they are. You are rare (and perceptive) in that you can see this.
 
   & no thanx to the stepfather raising me in a journalistic 
environment, so I could have front row seats watching the media go to 
hell, be bought, & capitalizing on lust & sex & violence, on subliminal 
levels, as a form of brainwashing the masses for mammon. 
   generations have been & are being brought up with "M-TV values", the 
men are mas macho, the women have anorexia, all in the name of "true 
love" & siring 2.5 children on a planet already overcrowded with 6 
billion people (& the doubling time shrinking). 
& - no I'm not being cynical, just realistic. 
>  
> > I wish I could feel otherwise. 
>  
> Why? Your feeling is honest. 
> You remind of  the smart kid who wants to be dumb so she can fit in. 
> More than likely, this whole romance charade is not your issue.
 
   hmmm...maybe you're right.  
   it seems more realistic that I utilize all this wasted energy on 
becoming wealthy enough to hire a "man-Friday" & a "business 
relationship" so there would be more time for soul-searching & 
meditation...hmmm, this brings to mind a whole new thread about how 
relationships compromise the spiritual path of an individual. I'll ask 
the question in another post... 
>  
> The traditional conditionings of society do not accommodate 
> souls who are in the process of transcending the traditional 
> limits of romantic love.
 
  yes, we're not in Kansas anymore, alright! 
You know, I am an empath & an artist, & it exhausts me just going  
*out THERE* for a day, like a magnet attracting everyone's social & 
personal diseases, & having to come home & process it. 
   If there were a man lying on my couch, drinking 'Beer-Beer', with the 
remote control in the other hand, watching baseball, with his dirty 
laundry all over the place for me to pick up - & when I get home he 
wants me to cook dinner AND do all the dishes (as well as paying all the 
bills) (don't scoff - it HAS been this way for me before), I could NOT 
live like that anymore. 
>  
> You are like a bird born in a world of fish and swimming just ain't your thing.
 
   thankyou, this is very perceptive & I very much applaud you for your 
perspective thusly.  
   I have had several psychics tell me that I am a very old soul, with 
at least one past life as brutish caveman such as I was ridiculing 
above. Those people lived like 200,000 years ago - it strains my brain 
just considering it, much less remembering the details!
 
 
 
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