To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/06/07 18:29
Subject: Re: [K-list] flaming?
From: CJ
On 2000/06/07 18:29, CJ posted thus to the K-list:
----- Original Message -----
From: meeradji <meeradjiATnospamhome.com>
To: Kundalini-Gateway <Kundalini-GatewayATnospamegroups.com>
Sent: Wednesday, June 07, 2000 8:15 PM
Subject: [K-list] flaming?
> i don't experience it that way, Carla. What you experience as "inciting
flame wars" i experience as clearing fires and thunderstorms. I cannot stand
sunshine and blue sky all day every day. It's not "true". And i really hope,
this will NOT pass.
I'm not looking for sunshine and blue sky, nor did I represent that; I think
it was referred to as 'truth and beauty'. The threads about feelings and
imagination vs. visualization were examples of this, imho. The others have
been very direct and emotional, I agree, but to what end? Did you offer the
oppression of women to Goddess? It came up as an issue for you, and you
gave it to Kent instead, from what I could see.
> I think, THAT EXACTLY is the "true Spirt", honest, direct, emotional,
subjective,
> wild, uncensored.
> I know, this atmosphere of pure power can be threatening and nobody of us
knows what he or she will get back when posting something. And yes, it's a
risk and yes, it might be unfair on a person or hard .
And that might be all it is: threatening, unfair and hard. If Kent heard
what you were saying, good - it was good info and could've helped - but from
here, I don't see that it did.
>out there, especially spiritual ones where everybody is just nice and
hugging and loving >each other all day long,but when i read the energy
behind the words and i get a total >different picture most of the time i
feel betrayed and it's a waste of time for me to be >on those lists.
That's not me.
> Kundalini process is a very intense, very subjective, very emotional
process and a lot >of it is not nice and easy at all. I feel a Kundalini
list should reflect this process..... and >this list does in my eyes.
Everybody being in this process knows from own >experiecens how fierce the
pain, how deep the sorror, how unbearable the longing, >how hot the fire and
how glorious the love can be. Nothing of it is shallow, nothing is
>finished.
I understand what you're saying, including feeling those roller coaster
feelings, except the last part. Lots of things that come up for me to
resolve *are* shallow, ego based fear reflections.
> PLEASE don't try censoring yourself in order to become nice and boring
people!!!!!!!!
I'm not censoring myself - but I do try to ask myself "What's your motive?"
(My motive here should read "Why don't you address my "heat" issue instead
of his soulmate thang???"
ROTFLMAO!!!!! :)
> much love
> mia
Lots of love,
carla
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