To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/06/03 13:53
Subject: Re: [K-list] Feeling Spiel
From: Llewellyn
On 2000/06/03 13:53, Llewellyn posted thus to the K-list:
EL wrote:
> Rah rah, sis-boom-bah: let's rally for emotions! Come on gang, get off
your
> collective duff and contribute to this worthy cause. Feel something! Do
it
> now! Everyone post something to the list with genuine feeling -- any kind
of
> emotion at all. I double dare ya! Come on, all together, let's sing
along:
> "ALL WE ARE SAYYYYYING, IS GIVE FEELINGS A CHANNNNNCE...."
>
hmm, yesterday I was sitting here typing some silly comment on good and
evil, procrastinating going into work in the morning..and wondering about
bliss and glory - but then I finally got off my duff and drove in to work -
and started to catch glimpses of those items that somehow just do not seem
ordinary. A few geese in a pond; but yet my eye and mind somehow focused on
them they appeared to be in, no-time - frozen actually standing in a shallow
area - no movement, none. It was like a waking dream-time - a shamanic
interlude. Further down the road a father pushing his child in a stroller,
the child held a plant, a single plant - I saw - it struck me, it stood out;
yes this was the third time that I had seen people carrying plants - and
realized that i was away from the farm - i had returned to the same commute
that i had left 5 years ago - the same road - but yet it was different.
The eyes saw with a vision that they did not have back then.
I pulled into the parking lot - late - but yet walking in i felt this
joy sweep over me i saw a seed float down from the sky and heard the birds -
a chill went through me. I was a feeling emotional engineer walking into a
existence that i no longer belonged in. Yet i looked back at those days
years ago when an unknown force had stirred within me - totally out of the
unknown came the images of the snake - and the kriyas and the understanding
of the shakes.
And now i download Python onto my computer and look at the snakey icons
and wonder about the connectedness of us all. i wonder about the year 2012
and the strange news that never gets reported about con-chem trails in the
sky and underground passages at the Giza plateau and structures on Mars that
do not look like nature created them. And i wonder where is humankind -
what have we learned - i go back to Indian philosophy and the Rg Veda and
the asat and create a world anew. How many layers of interpretation upon
interpretation can we put on experience - can we possibly escape our
conditioning, our past, our memories of this and past life times - are we
just shells of our DNA crystalline programming - perhaps created by genetic
engineering eons ago. The only answer i trust is: who knows. It is so easy
to get bogged down in nirriti - and the sky is blue today, the air is
crisp -the humid rain has left - that rain that somehow i just made it to my
truck last night before it started - my inner voice prompted me to leave my
desk quickly before the rain started - and i did and it had started to come
down in buckets just a second after closing the door - the inner voice the
connectedness of it all - but why -
Ah, perhaps the k goddess has it covered. But i can not be content with
that answer - have seen too many 'blissed' out followers of every sort of
religion. Ignorance is bliss - if you can put your faith in something else
then you have bliss - when you incorporate within your fabric a personal
understanding then one can approach glory - but yet it still seems like
something is missing - a synthesis is needed - what is the secret of
shambhala - the answer is still blowing in the wind -
Lew
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