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Recieved: 2000/05/29 16:37
Subject: [K-list] grounding
From: mia
On 2000/05/29 16:37, mia posted thus to the K-list:
Hi everybody......
.....sweating like hell without exercises.....LOLOL... but trying to concentrate and asking you what you think about my "theory".
Looking back onto the last 20 years since i consciously started connecting to the Divine force i can see that whenever i had an intense spiritual time something as intense or difficult or hard happened on the mundane level. For example: i bought this spiritual bookstore and consequently worked on all kind of esoteric levels all day long. Parallel to that my financial situation was a disaster and i had to deal with all kinds of problems from bankruptcy to being financially deceived by my business partner, sued by my best friend and from that on burdened with a chain of depths and sentences. For many years i was desperately looking for the "reason", trying to find my "fault" or my " lesson". When i tell the whole story in all its strange details to people, they are laughing. It's unbelievable how somebody - i - could come into this situation without actually doing anything wrong or stupid. Even the attorney i talked to was shaking his head.( but wasn't able to get me out of the situation either). Finally i came to the following conclusion: if i'm sure i didn't do anything to cause or provoke this situation, i didn't harm or deceive anybody, i know for a fact that i don't owe anything to anybody....even if strange circumstances make it look like i do - if i can be certain i did everything in my power to change my situation and it nevertheless just stays like it is, i have to try to live with it and believe however strange it looks it is for my personal highest good and the best for the development of my soul. And seen from this perspective all mundane hardships seem to come together standing on the same ground: there is something that tortures you, makes your life miserable and obviously there is nothing you can do about it. Accepting it as a "divine gift" seems to be the first step..... at least it was for me. As long as i was thinking in cause/consequence patterns i seemed to be in a circle, because i was searching for something that causes that situation and if there is a cause, there is a fault and somehey Susan.... are you still pissed off?
thank you for being so emotional and direct
love
mia
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