To: K-list 
Recieved: 2000/05/26  15:03  
Subject: Re: [K-list] happy tears for all of us :-)) 
From: Paul Perner
  
On 2000/05/26  15:03, Paul Perner posted thus to the K-list: 
 
meeradji wrote:
 
> Now in the city and living a computer life mainly i 
> feel like starving, but on the other hand this lack 
> of nature around me magnifies the single trees, 
> every bird in the tiny garden, every color of the 
> sky at night and the dance of the wind to an extent 
> that is almost unbearable sometimes.
 
I guess you could call us the Urban K Bunch.I manage the twenty unit 
building I live in and a few minutes ago while I was reading Dan's wonderful 
story about a birth, a tenant knocked on the door and I had to got out and 
mediate a parking space dispute. Things were temporarily resolved, but I 
came back in all huffy and grumpy just like the person who aired the 
complaint. Then I read your post and felt instantly better. Until we can 
somehow all move to Vancouver (yes, it is beautiful ... unique culture, 
civilized people, the bright lights of the city ... all just a wing beat 
away from an endless cool, green forest) this list is sanity and sanctuary. 
 Your words remind me of a Tennyson poem that goes something like.... I 
can't remember, but he picks a "flower from a crannied wall" and looks at it 
"root and all." And says that if he were to understand it, he would know who 
God is. Anybody know this one?
 
> Can we say Kundalini process increases the ability 
> to be aware and that's what makes things so intense? 
> love 
> mia 
> 
>
 
 Mia, I'm new to this so I couldn't say what is or isn't Kundalini with a 
capital "K." I've never done K oriented meditations, read any books or have 
taken any classes on the subject. Only since I discovered SEN on the net and 
subscribed to this list the next day did I find out that I wasn't alone. I 
guess my journey was more shamanistic. But I'm no wise man or tribal leader. 
I'm just your average bloke who lost everything, had a very long, dark night 
of the soul and had to surrender the fight. My breakthrough moment was 
ecstatic, followed by an intense psychic ride with all the trimmings 
including what felt like changes in body chemistry. At that time, 
"heightened awareness" would be an understatement. Now that the storm has 
settled I believe we have a new kind of awareness. Personally, I like the 
term "emergence" because it's more universal and wouldn't alienate someone 
who, say, had a powerful, transformative NDE, but didn't know anything about 
chakras an other terms that give reference to Eastern practices. All I know 
is that our roads seem to come to a beautiful, open meadow were we share a 
common awareness.
 
 Lottsa Love,
 
   Paul
 
 
 
 
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