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Recieved: 2000/05/26  10:10  
Subject: [K-list] tears 
From: Meeradji
  
On 2000/05/26  10:10, Meeradji posted thus to the K-list: 
Hello to everybody,
 
i was wondering whether some of you have the same experience: something 
is very intense and you are touched and happy and just cry. I very often 
was asked about that and even misunderstood, because people don't 
connect tears to happiness or fulfillment, but to pain and sorrow. I can 
laugh about funny things, i can be crazy and silly, but when something 
REALLY touches me deeply i start crying even if it is not unpleasant at 
all. I wonder why that is..... all explanation i could find in myself is 
that the feeling is sooooo intense that laughing or a smile cannot 
describe or manifest it or release it. very often i'm so deeply touched 
and moved that it actually almost hurts, but its a pain of intensity, of 
intense love or longing or connection and yes, it is almost unbearable 
and the only way to get rid of this pain of happiness and intensity 
seems to be tears. I know there are very emotional people that weep a 
lot, but as far as i can see it they often weep out of compassion for 
somebody in pain or suffering( watching a sad movie or listening to a 
sad story) or also out of compassion for themselves.....;-) 
that's not what i mean.  
the tears i mean come with an intense feeling of gratitude and prayer. 
perhaps it has to do with the  heart overflowing? 
warmly  
mia
 
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