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Recieved: 2000/05/12 21:25
Subject: Re: [K-list] Shaktipat poll: a chat with an angel.
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent


On 2000/05/12 21:25, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:

At 02:59 PM 5/12/00 +0800, Augustin Masquilier wrote:
>I don't know how many of us.
>
>I probably just have, three days ago, during the chat with Angelique I
>mentioned in my previous mail. I am not sure I understand all the ways
>Angelique worked on me. I am not even sure if *this* was Shaktipat. It
>probably was but Angelique would need to confirm.
   Yep.
>It is still early to say. There was no dramatic change. No cold sweat or
>anything...
 Lots of heat..

>Is Angelique a recognized guru? :)
  LOL!! Naw, I'm just a crazy ol' Witch.. :)

>I dreamt:
>
>*** At my parent's home, I was playing the piano. Not very well. I can't
>play well though I wish to learn. A kid was in the room and lit a fire in
>the fireplace. The fire was roaring. Though in my dream too the weather was
>very hot, I did not mind the fire, except that it was too big and started to
>go out of the fireplace. I went to turn a knob so that the fire got a bit
>smaller. There was a trash can next to the fireplace. The kid had used all
>kind of trash to feed the fire. In the fire I especially noticed my red,
>broken alarm clock.***

>The fire: no need to say, you all understand! :) It seemed to go out of hand
>though, so I turned it down. Comment?
 Well, that's pretty clear.. you keep trying to control the fire that
is burning the trash (karma) away.. you are afraid of having a harsh
awakening.. afraid the fire will burn out of control.
  When you feel the heat, you try to manipulate it, to raise it higher..
it's not gonna go higher till it's done with burning the root chakra trash.
The alarm clock is about your impatience to become enlightened. That is
another control issue.

>The rubbish: issues with the past, stuff being healed.... what specifically,
>I don't know.
 you don't need to know. It's just trash.

>Last night (the third one), apparently I did upset Goddess. I tried to use
>the same image as during the chat and presented myself at the feet of
>Goddess sitting on her throne... but she kicked me in the face repeatedly.
>Is it my imagination only, my ego of feeling of being unworthy? or is it
>real? Why did I upset her? How? Probably because I boasted too much about
>what was happening to me. As if I was the one who was deserving! I have a
>lot to learn about both Love and Humility.
  You agreed to surrender. I told you, you don't have to do anything
but that, surrender and stay grounded. Goddess will handle the rest. But
everytime the K-fire went you work, you meddled with it, trying to make it
go higher. Goddess was iffy about me meddling with it, but She sure didn't
want your interfering.
   Face=social mask of ego. By insisting on control, you broke the
agreement you made, to be Her slave.

>Huh... I don't know whether the question is applicable in this case.
>Angelique's attitude was respectful at all times. Her heart is a shining
>diamond... not that this is news for you. :)
  Thankyou. :)

>
>What I know is that, at one stage during the session, while I was being
>penetrated from behind by Goddess who used my penis as a strap on (just as
>that moment, someone joined the chat room: it was quite embarrassing to be
>caught in the act!),
   LOL!! Tantric unity with your Divine Beloved.. a useful visualization,
works for both genders..

> I asked
>her whether I would become her slave. She said: "for one hour or whatever".
>I did not like the "whatever" bit!
 LOL!! I have enough slaves already, they are a lot of work, ya know..
but short-term slavery ( the length of the chat session) is useful because
it is functional. It gives me lots of elbow room to snack on Karma. I own
you, I own your karma.. what I don't eat, I give back, after..

>The question remains open as to whether I have fallen in love with
>Angelique. I am certainly very grateful and would repay part of my debt if
>there were an occasion for it.
   A certain attraction is normal. It's how Goddess makes you pay
attention.. Don't worry, it will wear off.. :)

>The way
>to repay Angelique as well as all the others who helped me together with or
>before her, is to pass on the help and the love I received to my wife, the
>people I meet everyday, to my neighbourhood...
  Exactly so!

>I did not indulge in web sex with Angelique but under her guidance, I had
>sex with Goddess!
 :) Tantric unity with your Divine Beloved.

>Her first question was: "who are you?". So I changed my name. Her second
>question was: "why are you so nervous?" :) Good! she can feel me alright!
>LOL.
  
>How on earth did she know I had something on my mind??? ;-)
  Why else would you be waiting for me in the chatroom while I slept?

>About the ongoing poll: are you k awakened?: the day after the session with
>Angelique, I changed my vote from: "no but would like to be" to "unsure".
  You are awakened, you were awakened by the Tantra that raised the
heat.. not by me. I just assisted with some issues.
Blessings!

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