Kundalini Gateway Email List Archives


To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/05/11 19:03
Subject: Re: [K-list] Entity Clearing
From: Ckress

On 2000/05/11 19:03, Ckress posted thus to the K-list:

Dear Angelique,

My sermon about apathy/indifference etc. wasn't delivered with you in mind
nor with anyone in particular in mind. I guess I should have stated that. I
definitely don't see you as apathetic. Some of my remarks were aimed at you
(re charity and "whiny victims" -- a judgment which I see as a cruelty). I
lived in poverty for years and my kids suffered a lot from it. I sure could
have used some help. Never applied for government assistance but found out
that my income (I was working a very low paid job at the time) was less than
I would have received if I had got Welfare. For a brief while, there was an
elderly woman in my neighborhood who did take notice of us and came by once a
month to bring us a bag full of worn-out clothes (from her grandson) and
household items that were so battered I doubt a thrift store would have taken
them, but I was overjoyed to receive them. We had practically nothing.

The rest of my rant was not specifically aimed at anyone. I get bugged by
certain philosophies which are widely broadcast in New Age and some Eastern
circles. To me, rejecting an idea isn't the same as rejecting a person. I
seem to be unusual in this regard, in distinguishing between arguing about
ideas and being angry at the individual espousing the ideas. Sometimes I do
feel incensed at both, but not often.

Angelique, I think you're wonderful. I love that you're the facilitator of
this list. I have so much appreciation and affection for you... sorry I
sometimes have a really weird way of showing it.

My sense of humor and my crusader-anger are so intertwined that they feed off
each other (actually very common for comedians; a lot of them are seriously
angry about the issues they lampoon). I was simultaneously sincere and
laughing at myself throughout my past two posts. I crack myself up with my
audacious humor (maybe only funny to me and a few of my lurker fans) and I
laugh even more at how outrageous I am in general. I'm such a flaming
Scorpio, I find it hilarious. Scorps are generally insane, in an amazingly
grounded sort of way.

Thank you for sharing your prayers with the list. Beautiful. Friends now,
ok? Or do I have to do more penance?



Home | Archive Index | Search the archives | Subscribe
K.  List FAQ | Kundalini FAQs | Signs and  Symptoms | Awakening Experiences | K. list Polls | Member Essays | Meditations | List Topics | Art Gallery | Cybrary | Sitemap | Email the moderators.
  • Feel free to submit any questions you might have about what you read here to the Kundalini mailing list moderators, and/or the author (if given). Specify if you would like your message forwarded to the list. Please subscribe to the K-list so you can read the responses.
  • All email addresses on this site have been spam proofed by the addition of ATnospam in place of the at symbol symbol.
  • All posts publicly archived with the permission of the people involved. Reproduction for anything other than personal use is prohibited by international copyright law. ©
  • This precious archive of experiential wisdom is made available thanks to sponsorship from Fire-Serpent.org.
  • URL: http://www.kundalini-gateway.org/klist/k2000/k20a02156.html