To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/04/27 14:58
Subject: Re: [K-list] Are you K awakened?
From: Kathryne O' Connell
On 2000/04/27 14:58, Kathryne O' Connell posted thus to the K-list:
Hi everybody,
Just to join in with you all and say "yes" to the poll.
I have been K awakened almost 20 years since the birth of my first child. A
traumatic birth which resulted in many years of depression,
illness and paranormal experiences. Ten years later at a Shiatsu Training
Programme I experienced another powerful awakening which has resulted in
many years of tremendous suffering and turbulence.
There is no need to expand on any of that, but I do admit to being a little
bit Miffed when I read of all the blissful feeling a lot of you lucky people
have. Yes there have been tremendous positive effects as well, with a lot of
healing energy coming through. I have to say that as these abilities
increased over the years, so too did the obstacles, and negativity.
Due to the intensity of the energy I have had to take a break from my
practise and group work. Mystress, you suggested that I join the chat-room
which I did tonight. Nobody there for the last few hours. I will be away for
the next week and hope to contact you then. There are tremendous gifts and
blessings, but the daily onslaught can be defeating at times. I am now on
sleeping tablets to put the lid on IT,
as the nights are very difficult. Also I am on Anti-inflammatory medication,
first time in years.
I am trying to be very simple in everything, but experience a lot of
negativity directed at me.
Even though the ride is rough, there is a presence of acceptance, deep love
and appreciation for the awareness that comes with it.
I wish never to bore any of you, and wish you so much love in your own
healing.
Beannachtai agus Gra,
Katie
>
> > Excellent, good for you! Oh, that Sun!!!
> > When I was 19 (in 1963) it was the sun also for me... just poking
>through
> > three days of heavy fog, dissolving all clouded reality and showing this
> > beautiful earth in the most wonderful white cover of frost... The
>landscape
> > was in the most wondrous shades of white, shone upon and touched by the
> > loveliest solar rays (Ah Akhnaten!)
>
>Yes. It's easy to see why the Sun God was so powerful to him.
>
>Such a lovely thing...the air was cool, not cold. I was sitting on my
>deck, looking at the incredible colors shifting as the sun sank lower in
>the sky...there was a tangerine/apricot color, so clear...the branches
>of the trees were dark and outlined against the sky...the texture became
>super clear to me...I suddenly felt an incredible love for the sky and
>the trees, the earth, the deck...the birds singing...everything...and I
>sat there breathing it in, orgasmically, for a very long time. Tears of
>joy...overwhelming...
>
>So very lovely.
>
> > Love and sunset-to-sunrise-to-sunset hugs,
>
>Yessss!!!
>
>Blessings,
>Kath
>--
>"Softly seething, surreal breathing..
>Ignite the cannon with sphagnum lanthum..
>Laud the armies of diphthongs with your superannuating Diphtheria..
> And I will ever be your combustive tablature of igneous geometries. "
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