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Recieved: 2000/03/16  17:13  
Subject: [K-list] Weird sensations (Catalina) 
From: Marion Hanvey
  
On 2000/03/16  17:13, Marion Hanvey posted thus to the K-list: 
From: "Marion Hanvey" <loulou_3ATnospamhotmail.com>
 
Dear Catalina, 
You wrote:-
 
Something else strange with me: usually around 6 P.M. I feel really 
"blue". Today I tried to think about something nice and this is how I 
got to feel the heat in my back and spine. The 6 P.M. I think is not at 
random: this is the approximate time my mom told me I came to this 
world.
 
Do you think this is caused by Kundalini or can you think about other 
causes ?
 
Dear Catalina,
 
Has life been difficult?   It may be a memory- Why did I come?!!
 
I remember my earliest memory as if it happened yesterday.  I was a baby  
lying in a cot.   I don't know how old I was, but I couldn't see properly, I  
was seeing things as if I was looking through white clouds.  You know how  
when you are flying and you're maybe going to land and it's a sunny day and  
you go through fluffy white clouds and there are gaps in them that you can  
see through?  It was something like that.  I saw this woman.  She had blonde  
hair tied back with a blue ribbon, and she was wearing a blue and white  
gingham dress.  I had no idea who she was but I remember feeling content and  
thinking - If I want anything she'll get it for me. 
She was my mother, but I was too young to know that, and too young to see  
properly.  Sort of nails the idea that babies come into the world as a blank  
page doesn't it - I mean I was thinking in sentences! 
Anyway my next memory, I was still a baby lying in a cot, and I remember  
looking down my body and it had grown.  I thought, Oh I've got longer. 
And I felt sad!  Why should a baby feel sad about that? 
Precognition that growing up and being a grown-up would not be a bowl of  
cherries?
 
I don't know if that's the reason you feel blue at 6 p.m., but it's a  
possibility.  What do you think?
 
Regards 
Loulou 
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