Recieved: 2000/02/22 19:13
Subject: Re: [K-list] More Wounded Healers
On 2000/02/22 19:13, Ckress posted thus to the K-list:
In a message dated 02/22/2000 3:53:14 PM Pacific Standard Time,
<< Dear El,
This just happened to me in an art class I was taking. I was really
attracted to the instructor, and psycically I got a really strong sense that
she was also attracted to me. At night It was like she was in my bed and I
as I was hugging the blanket it was as though I was hugging her. Her spirit
was present. I got the sense she was looking into my past to heal some
stuff and I immediatly got images of past people with whom I still have
intense issues. I did the same with her and got a sense of childhood sexual
abuse at the hands of her brothers. What do I do? You seem to have more
experience in this than I do.
Just to add a little more. When the teacher and I meet it's like there is
this wall between us, not at all like it is in spirit. Should I try to
penetrate this wall or just be patient?
I have also been getting messages to get a job and move out of the place
my mother and stepfather live. This brings up intense anxiety. >>
Actually, I've never been in the situation you're describing, so I'm kind of
at a loss to advise you. My childhood home life was so oppressive I got out
of there permanently when I was 18. Are you a Pisces (by Western astrology)?
I get a sense of this or else a strong Neptune aspect in your chart. That's
Nagual territory to me -- very dreamlike and right-brain dominant.
A subtle way to gauge how receptive your art teacher might be to a closer
relationship with you could be through your artwork. You might do an outside
class-assignment painting or drawing with images that represent your feelings
and ask her for her opinion of it. Don't volunteer what it means or press
her in any way about it. Just observe how she responds. If she is cool and
aloof, that says she wants to keep the relationship formal. Otherwise,
something might develop...
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