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Recieved: 2000/02/22 16:52
Subject: Re: [K-list] More Wounded Healers
From: Roger Bose

On 2000/02/22 16:52, Roger Bose posted thus to the K-list:

From: "Roger Bose" <bose_45ATnospamhotmail.com>

>From: ckressATnospamaol.com
>To: Kundalini-GatewayATnospamonelist.com
>CC: SacredKundaliniATnospamonelist.com
>Subject: Re: [K-list] More Wounded Healers
>Date: Mon, 21 Feb 2000 21:28:46 EST
>Before everyone books a flight to San Francisco to see Father Bain in hopes
>of being healed of their K-symptoms, I very much advise checking Jesa
>Macbeth's website, "Kundalini Rising and Spiritual Healing"
>Through her experience both as a healer and as someone with awakened K, she
>has found that many illnesses are energy deficient conditions and thus are
>likely to be helped by energy (and shakti/K) treatments by healers. But K
>problems are energy EXCESS and can be made worse by energy treatments.
>Father Bain felt heat pass from his hand during his healing sessions, I
>suspect he is giving shakti-energy to those who come to him for healing.
>I have personally found Jesa Macbeth's warning to be true. Whenever
>well-intentioned healers have given me energy treatments, in person or long
>distance, my K goes haywire. I've had my symptoms and pain get worse even
>when loving people with a lot of active K have prayed for me. (This hasn't
>happened when people with dormant K prayed for me, though.) I get overly
>zapped by their "gifts" of additional energy, when I've already got more
>I can handle on my own.

Dear El,

  This just happened to me in an art class I was taking. I was really
attracted to the instructor, and psycically I got a really strong sense that
she was also attracted to me. At night It was like she was in my bed and I
as I was hugging the blanket it was as though I was hugging her. Her spirit
was present. I got the sense she was looking into my past to heal some
stuff and I immediatly got images of past people with whom I still have
intense issues. I did the same with her and got a sense of childhood sexual
abuse at the hands of her brothers. What do I do? You seem to have more
experience in this than I do.

  Just to add a little more. When the teacher and I meet it's like there is
this wall between us, not at all like it is in spirit. Should I try to
penetrate this wall or just be patient?

  I have also been getting messages to get a job and move out of the place
my mother and stepfather live. This brings up intense anxiety. Another
cause of anxiety is that I am 31 years of age, extreme guilt at times for
not being independent and fully together. Mother is also pressuring me to
get a girlfriend and have a child. Lots of this Is psycic but it is in sync
with verbal.



If high vibration energy could heal all bodily ills,
>every healer with awakened K would be in fantastic health, considering the
>levels of K-energy flowing through them.
>Just something to consider.


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