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Recieved: 2000/01/13 20:34
Subject: Re: [K-list] Really wondering
From: Smilingjaguar


On 2000/01/13 20:34, Smilingjaguar posted thus to the K-list:

> >I wish it could do without me. :(
> LOL!! Too bad, we need you.. :) Has anyone else noticed that it
> mostly seems to be the women who are getting whacked the hardest with this
> stuff? Or is it that tough guys don't bitch? (no offense intended Robert,
> but you do have some lovely fem qualities..)

My hubby's oblivious...so is his best friend...so doesn't surprise me. They are both manly men...
 
> Ah so.. since a few folks mentioned suicidal impulses, I wasn't sure..
> my brain is pretty fuzzy..

Gave up on suicide some years ago after surviving three "unsurvivable" attempts...

> I went to the chiropractor before I got so sick, and I'll be going
> again as soon as I am well enough to leave the house.

Getting great massages from hubby on the neck. :)
 
> No shit!!! The rage aimed at me by my ex-friend was a shock.. like a
> baby's blind fury at the breast being taken away, striking out at anything
> within range... still so angry after 4 years!! I didn't DO anything to her,
> except to choose not to be around her crap anymore.

In some situations with some people, that IS doing something. *shrugs* I don't like the situation either, but perhaps is a reaction that ties us to the physical because in some way we are attached to it.
 
> I'm at the point where I think I need to put up a page on my site
> warning people about the impersonator... bleah.

If it's untraceable, and you've tried, I suppose that's the only thing you can do. Hugs to that part of you that isn't bulletproof...you are loved anyway.
 
> >Is it really, though? Or does normal life (physically and spiritually
> speaking) after a journey through Hell seem so good that that's what we
> think? Same car with a new paint job?

> My fuzzy brain cannot comprehend this.. can you explain in small
> words?

Perhaps...I think I was saying that perhaps the "bliss" some people experience isn't some supernatural high or whatever...more like after the negative symptoms of k subside, normal life seems unreal, but it's really the same thing from a different perspective.

Also, what were the three Runes? I drew Laguz at Solstice.

They were bindrunes...the first, a combination of Uruz and Fehu, and upon researching they are traditionally associated as a powerful physical feeling...the second, a combination of Isa and Thurisaz...according to the one who gave it, a protection from blockages or the removal of them...the third Raidho and reversed Thurisaz, reverting to control of the Will.

I
> associate the lake with the void.

When I try to get a feel for Laguz that's what I get too...but Thurisaz is always a powerful one...feels just like Thunder....yummy. :)

Kimberly

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