To: K-list
Recieved: 2000/01/12 22:24
Subject: Re: [K-list] Really wondering
From: Smilingjaguar
On 2000/01/12 22:24, Smilingjaguar posted thus to the K-list:
> It's flu, but in Kundalites it seems to be an evolutionary sickness..
Count me in too... :)
> Yes, waves of heat and then these wierd neck chills..
No neck chills with me, just pain, stiffness, and the urge to pop it with no luck for two weeks. The heat has been unbearable.
> Yes, there is huge cleansing going on... I am wanting a hot bath but
> concerned that I'll pass out in the tub..
I just got out of one....I almost passed out and now I'm sleepy and my owl babysitters are saying "come with us" I'll probably sleep soon, thankfully.
> Well, I tried to eat for a few days but then gave up trying and felt
> better. Someone suggested I'm spontaneously becoming breatharian... wot?
I had to fight but after Thunder gave me three bind-runes my apetite has been normal....but the heat is still there, absolutely horrible in the calves. :(
> >I think i got past insanity, but the impact of other's reactions to me
> >for these changes, the outright hostility and resnetments and thinking
> >I'm evil, really ugly emotions toward me, have really been heavy on me
> >lately.
I had that problem with pentecostals in Natchitoches, LA until I opened my crown chakra fully...then they decided I needed to heed the call god has given me. Them liking me turned out to be more a curse than a blessing.
You know, I just realized I am replying to two different people at once...too late now :) Hope you guys don't mind...LOL
I am feeling very fragile. Not my usual "bulletproof" self, at
> all..
I had this same problem...my hubby not calling on time or not answering on time on IM had me crying this week and terrified...he can't believe I'm a baby again....
> > Just leave this bosdy laying there and let
> >myself slide over the edge, into that other realm, and I realized with a
> >start that what I was thinking of was to die, just let myself, actually
> >choose to, let myself slip out of my body and leave it. That I could
> >just chose to die, and that it was seeming a very attractive thing right
> >then, i felt so very tired, so very much in pain,..
Yes, week before last I was preparing myself mentally for it. I was happy, but I didn't get to leave.
> I think it is probably safe to follow your dreams to the other side..
> heck, I got maried to Hades
I've married Hades in the here and now ;) and I'm still here. *grins*
> > and inner voice says "Thou art Goddess". and I go, uhhh.. but but
> >> but....... eek. :o
Have you and me somehow gotten on the same wavelength...Thunder has left me to figure things out myself lately...and I'm going EEK!
Kimberly
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