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Recieved: 2000/01/12 18:52
Subject: RE: [K-list] Crucifixion-Resurrection Initiation
From: Magne Aga


On 2000/01/12 18:52, Magne Aga posted thus to the K-list:

CRUCIFIXION-RESURRECTION

Dear Wim Borsboom....
Again, I am able to answer you. I'm extremly busy, as you probably understand; I'm in a situation where EVERYONE think I can do EVERYTHING for them. Today, I have received 11 different phone calls, from people with different problems. In addition, I've received faxes, sendt faxes and posted things on 3 local discussion forums, which - again - will be received by Newspapers, local Politicians and even the members of our Government. It can be very EXHAUSTING spending so much time working for human rights without any income, and broadcasting a message which the people in Power do not want to receive........

I apologize for the length of my posting, but I had to repost something I once wrote, and later posted on these List, in order to save time.

On January the 5th, You wrote:

>Now Magne, would you care to elaborate on what you mean by the
>"crucifixion-resurrection Initiation".

+ + +

The *crucifixion* is the crossing out of the lower ego, The VIOLET FLAME which burns old ties, and karma. The *resurrection* is the birth of the High Self. The *crucifixion-ressurrection* takes place in the chakras of the head, when Kundalini in it's upwards movement reaches the pituitary gland or *Golgata*, *the place of the sculls*.

Although the Kundalini-Fire is conquered and controlled as it rotates between the 7 chakras, it must be held consciously in the pituitary gland in order to cross out the lower personality or ego. When Kundalini ascends these way, it has been symbolized by a water lever that raises from the lowest chakra to the point in the scull between the ears, and crossing over the eyes. These *water-level* is also called THE ABYSS by Christians. The main result of these process, is the *horisontal bar*, a certain connection between the pineal gland and the pituitary gland, which didn't exist before these process. The two chakras in the heads establishes a new Ying-Yang polarity, the masculine and feminine aspects of the primordial force, *Father and Mother*. Furthermore, a third connection appears with the *water-level* and the two throath-chakras, creating a *triangle* with it's apex in the throath (The *Son of God*).

When the Pearl of Compassion, from our Holy Guardian Angel, in it DOWNWARDS direction HITS these bar, the *crucifixion* of the ego takes place. The horisontal and the vertical movements of energy forms the *cross* of energy.

When the Pearl HITS the pineal Gland, it results in the *Sound of Creation* or "NG"-"AO"-"NG", the socalled *OM* or *AUM*. In the beginning was - The Big Bang according to physics, The *Word* according to John, and the Primordial Sound according to Tantra. The End is the Beginning. The crossing out of the lower ego is also the Birth of the Higher Self.

In the sanskrit version of the *OM*-sign, we see a dot (The pearl) above a horisontal crescent. The crescent in reality symbolizes a BOW WHICH VIBRATES, a vibration caused by the *smash* of the pearl. And beneath these crescent, we see 3 energies beeing casted out.

Instead of writing everything anew, in my present stressfull situation, I have found some remniscences of something I posted in May 1998, I think, on the Kundalini-List:

> It was during my reflections over these fact that I wondered: "Is
> it possible that the forces from the previous Chakrams are being
> multiplied, instead of just added to the sixth Chakra ?". Playing
> with these numerological reflections, a peculiar summary became
> the result: The numbers 144 and 144 000, which presents the sixth
> initiation, is the same as the number of the *elected* ones in the
> New Testament, those who have a *mark* on their forehead !
>
>
> CHAKRA /
> SANSKRITNAME NR OF "BLADES"
> Root Mûladâra, "the fundamental root" 4
> Sacral Svâdhisthana, "Your own place" 6
> Solar Plexus Manipûra, "The home of the Jewel" 10
> Hearth Anahâta, "The source of the sound" 12
> Throat Vishûddhi, "The purified" 16
> SUMMARY 48
>
> Third Eye Ajnâ, "Control" 2 x 48 = 96
> SUMMARY 48 + 96 = 144
> Crown Sâhâshrara, "1000 blades" 144 x 1000 = 144 000
>

And further:

> Upstreams and downstreams ...
> Yang and Yin ...
> Ebb and Flow ...
> Masculine and Feminine ...
>
> And when the two poles are balanced, another process takes place
>
> The sexual energy (Yang) moves upwards the spine. After having reached the throath, it moves straight forwards to the teeths (where, during nursing, the baby’s drinking of milk is our first positive Yang). Then it moves downwards, in its femine YIN aspect, on the front side of the body to the solar plexus chakra (the region of the baby’s umbilical cord in the womb).
>
> During physical Birth, the Pearl of our uniquness, the pearl of the present incarnation, falls downwards through the Bindu-point at the top of our head. And its entrance into our chakra system is solar plexus. Therefore the sanscrit name Manipura means “THE HOME OF THE JEWEL”. The advaita school, therefore, refer to single incarnations as another PEARL on a thread of pearls (sutratma), each representing qualities gained from incarnations.
>
> From here, we shoot the Pearl of Compassion direct upwards, to the non-duality point 1 feet above our head. The non-duality point is the THROAT CHAKRA of our light Body.
>
> We shoot the Pearl directly upwards, a “direct way upwards” to the Ultimate Extreme Clear Light, seen after death.
>
> The ultimate, limitless, qualityless, light shines stronger than thousand suns. In these state of non-duality (advaita or Tao) there are EMPTYNESS and the Ultimate Light.
>
> While the Pearl marries with the Crystal Clear Light, Kundalini, in it’s upwards movement reaches the middle of our head, causing a “waterline” straight through the head, a “waterline” unifying the pineal, the pituitary and hypothalamus / medulla oblongata (Sahashrara, Anja, and Soma Chakra), THE THREE IN ONE, mirrored in the “waters” in Blue, Green and Pink colours.
>
> But in order to succeed in these UNITY, our old fragmented ego must die, beeing absorbed by a higher unity. The Choice is given, whether to destroy the Ego, and give up ones Life, extending it to Universal Life, or whether he making protection mechanisms around the Ego and abide therein.
>
> In order to achieve UNITY, in order to CROSS THE ABYSS, one must emancipate from thought by putting each idea against its opposite, and refuse to prefer either. Through Jnana Yoga - the meditation technique called “Antar Mouna” (Inner Silence), we self-destruct our limitations.
>
> We must then decide upon the ciritical adventure, the absolute abandonment of our glory and personal achievements. We cannot remain indefinetly upon the Pillars of Mercy, because these pillars (Ida and Pingala) have become unstable, imbalanced. We are beeing pushed onwards by the irresistable momentum that have been generated. The old Ego cannot guide us, it is beeing DIVIDED INTO THREE PERSONALITIES, and we must choose between the TRINITY of the White way, or a split personality case as seen in *the three faces of Eve*
>
> While we make our journy ACROSS the waters, our Holy Guardian Angel, our cosmic mirror game centered in the 3rd eye, makes a movement in the OPPOSITE direction. Our lower ego moves towards UNITY, the three in one (Thougth, Emotion, Will), while the Pearl of Compassion spinters downwards through DIVERSITY.
>
> The blending of “the two of us” (the one and the many), is the crucifiction-ressurrection initiation. Golgata means “the place of the sculls”, and it’s located beneath our cerebrum. It enhances the spiritual evolution more radically than any process hitherto known.
>
> And through the DIVING into the Tomb, the wandering through the dark caves
> in quest of the Pearl of Compassion, we trespass the shells of our former identities. These former entities, these empty shells, forms a beeing, refered to in every occult and esoteric traditions as The Guardian of the Threshold. The Guardian, these demonic entity, is not the mythical devil. It is composed of our karma, our obligations to our Fellow beeings not initiated. It is the Karma which have to be overcomed before marrying the Ultimate Ligth. He is the last obstacle for ascension.
>
> The diving downwards is a grounding process. The Pearl reaches Mother Earth, the babe sleeps in the Womb. The Tomb is the Womb.
>
> The pearl returns to the sexual chakra, from where its upwards movement began. It reaches the sexual chakra, the menstruation chakra, the HOLY GRAIL Chakra. And the rubin red colour of the light body, entering these Chakra, and its Yin/Yang blending with the Violet Flame of crossing out (burning) karma, have been refered to as the “marriage between the Rose and the Cross”.
>
> The Holy Grail begets ressurection. Instead of using the sexual Chakra to regenerate the physical form, instead of DRINKING from these Cup of regeneration, we reverse sexuality to regenerate the light body, the immortality body, the electrical, ressurected Christ body. We GIVE our blood to the Grail in reverse order. This is the Renunciation. This is the renunciation of physichal mortality in order to regenerate immortality. The old Tau-symbol (T) have been transformed to the Tau-symbol with the
>
> In the black magic, “left-hand” rituals of Tantra, on the other hand, they renounce every tabus, breaks every laws of compulsion. They DRINK from the Grail. They are no more total givers of themselves, but mean hucksters. They exchange gold for dross. They sell their higher powers for gross and temporary benefit. Through the conscious practice of breaking every tabu, through BLASPHEMY, they seek Gnosis or Liberation.
>
> The black magic Tantric Cults of the Vama Marg used the pig as a blasphemic symbol because it eats human excrements. It explains why the tantric Pra-Yoga left-hand magicians tried to prevent Buddha’s awakening through magic power, by ridiculing his Divinity through pig-meat. There lies a deep, deep mystery hidden in these symbolism, which not even Blavatsky dared to reveal.
>
> A VISION DURING THETA
>
> On November 29th 1995, I had a vision during Theta (the continuum of consciousness during sleep) about an interplanetary, interdimensional etherc network:
>
> A chain went straight forwards from the middle of my head, about one feet out through the room. At it’s end, it was connected to two other chains in an Y-shape.
> Both of the chains was connected to a bird, both of the same colour: A mixture of black and golden orange. Beneath the birds, I saw another shape: Two Y’s connected in such a way that they went in opposite directions.
>
> And I received the following channeling: “The Diamond [ Figure ] is called INTERSAMST, and through it You are connected to each and every I AM world-wide”. Then I saw the 3rd eye of Nada-Yolanda as the center where thousands of light workers world wide was “chained together” in a common cause as the beams from the Sun. The Energies in my own 3rd eye became so influenced, that it was difficult to distinguish from my own thoughts and the energies from the centre. My thoughts was no longer separate
>
> In an out-of-body experience, I entered a Pyramid of pure Diamond. And received the channeled message: “With these vehicle, You can travel in your light body to other places”. And I traveled to a woman, which the Voice claimed to be my “Mother”. Arguing that these was certainly not my biological mother, a bisarr message was whispered, in an echo, 3 times: “YOU ARE BORN BY A PROSTITUE”
>
> + + +
>
> Speculations began about the last sentence. In fact, at that point I thought that I, somehow, somewhere, was going to MEET these woman as a real physical beeing. Was it a mother from a previous lifetime ? A twin-soul ? Although the latter was the truth - I was born by my twin soul in France at the beginning of our Century, at a time when She was a prostitute - I related it to a written passage:
>
> "And there came one of the seven angels
> which had the seven vials,
> and talked with me,
> saying unto me, Come hither;
> I will shew unto thee the judgement
> of the great whore
> that SITTETH UPON MANY WATERS.
>
> 2 With whom the kings of earth
> have committed fornication,
> and the inhabitants of the earth
> have been MADE DRUNK
> with the wine of her fornication.
>
> 3 So he carried me away in the spirit
> into the wilderness:
> and I saw a woman sit upon a scarlet colored beast,
> full of the names of BLASPHEMY,
> having seven heads and ten horns.
>
> 4 And the woman was arrayed in purple and scarlet colour,
> and decked with gold and PRECIOUS STONES and PEARLS,
> having a GOLDEN CUP in her hand
> full of abominations
> and filthiness of her abominations.
>
> 5 And upon her forehead was a name written,
> MYSTERY,
> BABYLON THE GREAT,
> THE MOTHER OF HARLOTS
> AND ABOMINATIONS OF THE EARTH.
>
> 6 And I saw the woman drunken
> with the blood of the saints,
> and with the blood of the martyrs of Jesus:
> and when I saw her,
> I wondered with great admiration."
>
> “Revelation”, Chapter 17
>
> This was the start of my 6. phase of Baptism, since each major Initiation has seven phases or minor initiations echoing the 7 major initiations.
>
> And the reaction from my sosial environment ? Exactly ! Antagonism from those in my circle of aquaintance from whom I least expected it. Then Envy, hatred, mockery from occult circles, even unconstitutional injustice.
>
> It was the test of giving Love, without beeing loved myself, as one of the “saints” in These Great Illusion of limitations. In many cases, Beauty is the result of a pain or disease, like the Pearl of the Mussel, or the mole on the cheek of a woman.
>
> So, I became a peculiar combination of Her Variety. A growing mole on the cheek of the Woman which is the Great Illusion. A mole among those who resist Change, rejects and restricts Love, and Fears Death.

BLESSINGS FROM NORWAY

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