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Recieved: 2000/01/08 22:24
Subject: [K-list] New Years Poll - Love
From: Lynne Helwig
On 2000/01/08 22:24, Lynne Helwig posted thus to the K-list:
Love was a big part of [what I believe was] my K - awakening.
Love and compassion and acceptance of myself and others on a larger scale than
I had previously encountered in my life. I believe that when you have been
dashed on the rocks of heartbreaking pain (in my case a serious depression) an
opportunity presents for ego masks to drop more easily.
Also, I experienced love and sharing in a transmission of energy (shaktipat)
with what I assume now was a fairly adept tantric practitioner. I'm sure that
this was an "in the moment" decision on his part. It could only have resulted
in this powerful experience because I was open to (ready for?) it to happen.
No words relating to this experience were spoken between us, but the energy
flying around that room (for 10-25 minutes?) would have powered Toronto for a
day. It powered me for three months.
The esoteric words and conceptualizations I use here are new to me since
October of 1999. I found them after my experience had me grasping for some
framework to help me to understand the unbelievable feelings I had for this
person, and for my world and everything/everybody in it - so suddenly. I
thought I had "fallen in love". It was the only paradigm that fit for me,
until I started to do some research on the internet. I was doing alot of the
"work" to clear through the crap anyway with my depression treatment - so I
wasn't "thrown" totally into the deep end - I could at least doggy paddle
(flexible upbringing helped). Since I've been reading alot, meditating, and
doing yoga. Very new to all of it.
C. if you are listening, you are beautiful, challenging, and inspiring and I
will always be thankful for the glimpse you shared with me "in the moment". I
hope to be open on the path. May peace be with you and light shine upon you.
May our paths cross again.
Om Shanti,
Lynne
ps sorry for the length of this post
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