To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/12/14 12:57
Subject: [K-list] The blind storm
From: winter mute
On 1999/12/14 12:57, winter mute posted thus to the K-list:
Dear listmembers,
Just some thoughts about what has
happened in the energy the last few days:
I sat by my guru's feet and the guru was me,
we were one.
A calving glacier, the newborn iceberg
throwing up a wall of green water,
a spinning tornado crossing the plains,
bending grass straws on its path,
the plains of the moon,
the dust in Saturn's rings,
the gorge of Mars,
diving deep into the ocean, following
the path of the penguins,
two fighting gemsbocks,
antlers locked into each other,
the waving of a katydid's antennae in the air,
the wind that sweeps across the desert sand,
the hot wind from the mouth of a yawning
lion...
All this and more the energy said it was
in dreams.
Me and me only.
The next day:
The energy said it was me, I was not
the energy. This was how the energy could
know me from the start. I concurred and
felt content. I am the energy.
At night the breath and body disappears,
to give way to the single but
undiluted mind.
If I wished for it, control of the unconscious
body would be given at these times,
but it is felt unnecessary, like
extra equipment to a new car.
At day I fall into states of
contemplation, without intending to.
Everybody thinks I'm nodding off.
I tell them I do horse sleeping,
standing and with eyes open.
I used to be angry at the active mind, as it
created many unwanted judgments.
Now I appreciate how the mind wanders
through the forests of knowledge
and ignorance and how it
enjoys finding its own way through.
I can let it wander without feeling
the need to perform for the sake of
achievements or emotional support.
There is no need to be angry at the mind.
Or the anger itself.
The energy is my umbrella in rainy weather
and I seek shelter underneath it whenever
I can.
The scriptures say: turn the mind
towards the light of consciousness
and:
turn the heart towards god.
I turn my body towards the energy and
miraculously, the mind and heart follows by
themselves.
I am relieved.
Best regards,
Amanda.
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