To: K-list 
Recieved: 1999/12/09  19:38  
Subject: Re: [K-list] Holy Spirit  and God, Within 
From: Jenell
  
On 1999/12/09  19:38, Jenell posted thus to the K-list: 
fredaannATnospamseatac.net wrote: 
>  
> I have been away so I am a little behind, sorry. 
>  
> >From the time I was a very young child, at least as young as 3 I have 
> known of a presence(?) of what 'I percieved' as a person, within me, not 
> outside of me, from Sunday School and such I came to know this 'person' 
> as what others refered to as the Holy Spirit. 
 
I too, remember it first clearly at around 3. I remeber when they 
started reading to me the 'red words', Jesus's words, I was so excited, 
delighted, they were talking about HIM, the one that was 'with me'! I 
KNEW, from what they told me He said and did that it was HIM, the one I 
knew, and that was always with me. They didn't like it later when I 
balked at the 'black words', and their ideas of what they meant, I just 
knew they weren't the same as the 'red words', I didn't 'recognize' them 
like I did the 'red words'. The first 'filling experience' I remeber was 
at about 4 or 5, the first serious 'prophetic dream' at 5, and recurring 
until I was 32, at which i finally understood what it meant, and what 
was in it came about in my life. None of this 'fit' the christain 
environement (evangelical) I was raised in, cause a great deal of 
difficulty for me for how others saw any of it i spoke of. I learned to 
keep quiet.  
Jenell
 
 
 
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