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Recieved: 1999/12/07 16:46
Subject: Re: [K-list] Samadhi
From: Zarko Kecman
On 1999/12/07 16:46, Zarko Kecman posted thus to the K-list:
-----Original Message-----
From: Wim Borsboom <aurasphereATnospamhome.com>
To: winter mute <mumblecatATnospamangelfire.com>; kundaliniATnospamList-Server.net
<kundaliniATnospamList-Server.net>
Date: Tuesday, December 07, 1999 9:57 PM
Subject: Re: [K-list] Samadhi
Do you write poems Wim. If so, can you post to me.
Also, can you send me your own picture.
Seems that you are very patient man, because there is
some silent beyond your words.
I am in celibate also, but this is spontaneously happened
to me. I see people now on very different way. Some of
people here know my story, because I was on list before
1,5 year or little shorter.
I can see you like my father. Can you felt me like
your son?
I have wish to hear your opinion. hahahaa
it is true. I was knowing. OK.
When i start to draw a letter to someone who
is 'I don't have word's'. Just who is, spontaneously I
lose my legs, and my hands. There in air start to
showing a many thiny stars around me, almost I can
catch them.
I can fell you in my room.
- november 1999
I lose myself in meditation almost a 2-3 hours.
- january 1999.
things around me start to spoke to me.
astral voyage every time when I start to sleep. See
my body, my room.
- february 1999.
first time I explore my body trough veins, flesh
and bones. Lot of sounds, very strange sounds.
Very slowly I get one by one sound. My heart,
my thoughts, my blood, my cells.
I don't have sex any more. It' is not losing of wish.
It is losing of motivation for sex. When I see women
I only se a energy flowing. I only see concept of
sexuality for ordinary man and women.
- march 1999.
I start see people and everything on two level.
Get down and see people trough thoughts and words
Get up, and see what I can describe only like me.
start to lose a sense of my body for some time.
(in meditation every time.)
- aprill 1999
finally know that imagination of chakras
is not truly, because, my body was empty.
I can fly from chakra to chakra.
I see chakras like lotos. Don´t know why.
I enjoy to feel bad, like I enjoy to feel good.
Doesn't matter for me. It's only a feeling, not me.
I am a sound of one hand.
- may 1999.
Very hard to get my job, because,
every time when I sit somewhere,
and for a moment don´t do anything
I lost feeling of my body.
Stop seeing my friends in café, because
I fall in to myself spontaneously.
When I talk about spirituality with
other people they are start to pull out
from me because they fell very hot.
Some of my friends have wish to
talk (whatever, I am not guru) with me, because they are start
to feel energy like live from me.
- may 1999.
I have a big trouble of walking or put my hand on something,
because if I am not thinking on anything, again, spontaneuosly
a fall into myself. This is place of silent. This place is nothing,
It's emptiness. I am that emptiness.
- may 1999.
When I talk with someone with full attention, I go right out
from my body.
In my meditation from january until august, there are a lot
of things, but I don't have wish to describe it. It is not necessary
because this is my individual experiences
I can't feel anything any more. I can only use feelings.
In meditation when I use mudras, my hands are almost explode
because of energy.
- juny 1999.
I don't live alone any more. I am not alone any more.
When I take breath, everything around me, take breath.
I am graphic designer. When I make attention on some
project or must make catalog or things like this,
I feel quickening. Closest word for this is molecular quickening.
Now I know what is this, and I will explore this.
- august 1999.
In my meditation I go on some places (I don´t know where)
There are light creature around me, start to spoke to me)
I am silent.
- septembar 1999.
I am silent.
I have gift to decide what ever I wont. They will be developed.
I am afraid of that gift.
I must concentrate to the people who are talk with me, because
I same time there are shirt of that men talk to me. He's glasses or
tree behind him. Everyrthing.
Start to see energy around me, like thin stars.
- october 1999.
When I hear mantra in song, she kick me in my hearth. Once
I was fall from chair.
- november 1999.
Somehow I know that something will happened for couple
month. Like you know that there is no tomorrow in this
world or reality for you. This is not state of mind. This is
real like your are fell cold when you are go naked out in
winter.
- december 1999.
My breath is not my breath any more. There are a couple of breaths.
Like you are combine NOW, PAST and FUTURE.
enough so far.
I can't remember everything for now.
But, after all it is not necessary.
I won't use word life is beautifully or love or…
I can't express myself trough that lonely words.
But we will meat each other else.
In some kind of spiritual conference:))))
'Once in the time we are was a artist of soul'
'Then, are come a agents of management'
>Dear Amanda,
>
>Wim wrote:
>>>My body temperature also comes down notedly. In fact I can now easily
swim
>>>in an icy cold ocean.
>
>
>Amanda:
>>Oh.... I thought this was because of
>>an increase in heat generation, as in re.
>>Tummo fire and Tibetan monks drying wet sheets
>>on their bodies.
>>
>>I thought the energy was making you warmer,
>>not colder ??
>
>Am I not surprised? My cold body does not bother me at all, in fact I like
>it a lot. Have no choice, do I?
>Good thing I am not into following books or logic. I would have to feel
feel
>pretty bad at this point.
>My way of dressing myself has also changed, want to wear leotards, lots of
>colours, want to dress medieval. In fact I do that... I look funny!
>
>Court Jester,
>Wim
>
>
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