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Recieved: 1999/12/05  06:22  
Subject: [K-list] Re: Endorphins discovered by a woman 
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
  
On 1999/12/05  06:22, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list: 
At 03:52 AM 12/4/99 , Jacques de Schryver et Linda Steven wrote: 
>Hello, 
> 
>Thanks for asking, 
> 
>Did you know that the first important works on endorphins 
>were due to a woman : 
> 
>Candace Pert 
    No I didn't, thankyou. 
 
>More if you wish. 
   Yes, please. :) 
 
>I have good serie of books about that. 
> 
>Grossly speaking, the endorphins (there exist many kinds of 
>them) are the molecules of pleasure. The question is 'how to 
>get there at will ?'.
 
    That has been my specialized field of study for the last few years... 
what I teach. :) 
 
    The key, is aceptance and gratitude. It's easy.. here is how I teach 
people, about the switch in thier heads, that turns pain to pleasure.. or 
any sensation to pleasure, but pain is most dramatic..  
   Reading it won't give understanding, the understanding is experiential, 
so here is an excercise to get the experience that teaches, without having 
to be tied up, or anything..:)  
  
  (Do it yourself version. Follow each instruction.) 
  If you have ever wondered what I am on about, with this stuff, take 5 
minutes to *do* this as you read it, 1-2-3 and you will understand my yoga 
better than my hundred essays can convey.
 
1.)  Pinch yourself, in the arm for 30 seconds. Not too hard, just enough 
to hurt a little. Feel it. Feel how the place feels after the pinching stops.  
  OK? That's the "control sample" of this experiement. 
 
2.)  Pinch yourself, same as the first time, but while holding your breath 
and thinking no no no no no. Feel it. 
 
  Hurts more, doesn't it? Aches more afterwards.  
   That's the resistance result. 
 
3.)  Pinch yourself, same as the first time, while breathing evenly and 
thinking "yes, thankyou Goddess" over and over like a mantra. 
 
  You will find you can pinch yourself 3x as hard without it hurting at 
all. The spot you pinched will feel tingly, not painful. That's the 
insight. Goddess provides. 
 
   When I say the pain of K. comes from resistance, it is just that simple. 
  "No", is resistance. Holding your breath is fear.  
  "Yes, thankyou" is acceptance and gratitude. Makes the endorphins kick in.  
   Resistance, makes it hurt more. Holding your breath engages the "fight 
or flight".. adrenaline. Even breathing tells the body there is nothing to 
fear. 
 
     It's a switch, in your head.. surrendering to sensations, with 
gratitude, focusing on breathing,  flips the switch.  Gratitude changes 
everything. 
   That's why I get upset when folks suggest my work is not consensual.. 
because grateful acceptance is the whole key to the trancendence.  It is 
exactly the opposite, of how it appears. 
 
     Pinch yourself, while breathing evenly and thinking "yes, thankyou 
Goddess" over and over.  Gradually increase the pressure on the pinch till 
it is as much as you can stand, (keep breathing and offering thanks) .. 
then go just past that.. that's the leap of faith.. and fall over the edge 
and feel the bloom of pleasure when it *stops* hurting even tho you are 
still pinching..... and how the spot tingles after.  
   Then notice the effect it had, on your K.  :) 
 
    Then understand why the Christian Flagellants, including Nuns in 
convents for hundreds of years, flogged themselves during prayer every 
night. What we call "over the wall", they called "the descent of the Holy 
Spirit". Purification of "sins", forgiveness felt as bliss. 
 
  The more sensation, the deeper the surrender, the greater the bliss. You 
can do it without K., but doing it *with* K. is whoa momma!  Yummy. 
 
    If you are blissing on your own endorphin, you have a sense of well 
being that doesn't want to resist.. you are still clearheaded, but you 
"don't sweat the small stuff".   
  So the more the surrender to K. promotes endorphin, the faster the 
process can go.. coz you are surrendering to allowing natural anaestesia. 
The more the process does it's work, the more sensitive you become..  the 
more *sensations* there are to spark endorphin.
 
   Any sensation can release endorphins.. I go flying sometimes, on the 
pain I take from people who are halfway across the planet, when I'm doing 
healing, take it on with empathy and convert it to pleasure..  It's 
resistance that makes me crash.. 
 
  At other times I fly on the empathy with someone whose endorphins I'm 
provoking..  create bliss in them and share in it by ESP. 
 
  Last night I tickled druid over the top, twice just for a warm-up.  
  The energy he radiates when I do that is so delightful, and contagious 
intoxicant everyone in the room starts laughing too.. you cannot help it. 
Buddha is in the house. 
   When he goes over the top, he starts speaking in tongues between 
giggles, and sometimes he gets stuck there and keeps giggling long after 
I've stopped tickling him.. a few times I've had to reach out with energy 
to bring him back down to Earth and reel him in, back to himself so he 
could get a full breath and speak again.  
   Way gone to blissful giddy gaga land of laughing kriyas... I continued 
to build slowly on his buzz from sensation, till I had him laughing just as 
uncontrollably from very firm smacks from a wooden paddle, as from 
tickling. he was feeling no pain at all.. just helpless, out of control 
laughter and bliss that will have him glowing for days. Living with ease, 
carried on a wave of blissful synchronicity. 
 
   Don't worry, be happy..:)  
   Many years ago, I was looking for the key to happiness.. and Goddess 
drew me into SM. I figgered, anyone who could experience being tied up and 
tortured, and enjoy it, bliss out on it, had something very important to 
*teach* me, about happiness.  
       
>I love you all. 
> 
>Thank you to Angelique for asking, 
> 
>Froggy (toady ?) Jacques
 
     Thank you! Tell me more.  
 Blessings.. 
 
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