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Recieved: 1999/11/26  07:58  
Subject: Re: [K-list] heavy sai... follow up? 
From: Jenell
  
On 1999/11/26  07:58, Jenell posted thus to the K-list: 
tom skarda wrote: 
>  
> Hi guys, 
>    Something that might be worth remembering...Almost all mystical texts 
> stress that those who go around using their "powers" (and I'll leave the 
> definition of that up to the class) frequently in public demonstration 
> inevitably end up not only loosing their "powers", but also end up falling 
> off of the spiritual path. 
>    
While some may attribute that to the 'judgement' of God or something, 
'punishment' for trying to capitaize or something, my own learning 
experiences with various 'power gifts' indicate something else at work 
in this, something that actually involves the process, the way these 
things work. It usually involves 'intent', on either or both parts of 
the gifted person, and those that might be invloved in their effort to 
work with power around/with them. 
 
A simple example is that I've learned the intent on both parts must be 
for the supposed intended effect, and NOT some other intent, such as to 
prove or disprove the power itself on either part. If I am doing healing 
work, the intent that must be in both mine and the healee's mind is the 
intent, desire, for healing. A person that has submitted to my effort to 
do healing work on them that is really of intent to just 'see' if I can 
really 'do' something, or if my own is to try to prove it to them, the 
energies simply will NOT flow. 
 
In my mental telepathy, it works when there is sincere intent, backed by 
strong desire, to 'cummunicate' a thought or idea, but not at all if I 
try t do it where I or the other have as part of it a conscious 
awareness we are attempting it, for sake of 'prooving', or 'testing' it. 
Both my own mind, and theirs, mus be at the right 'frequency' for the 
telepathy to happen, and any of those mental conditions coming from some 
other intent, to evaluate, test, prove or disprove, bump us off that 
right frequency. 
 
When one begins attempting to publically display gifts, both their own, 
and others', intents and desires can quite effectively block them.  I 
realte this to what happened to Jesus, in his home town, where others 
knew him as the ordinary man, a simple carpenters son, and were 
determined to not beleive him as anything more. I find that my gifts 
work least or even not at all when people close to me, family, etc, are 
involved. They have their 'other' image of me, who/what I am, and this 
just doesn't fit into that.  
Jenell
 
 
 
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