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Recieved: 1999/11/19  07:51  
Subject: Re: [K-list] fast question 
From: Jenell
  
On 1999/11/19  07:51, Jenell posted thus to the K-list: 
> Dear Mohamed, 
>  
This is part of the awakening process itself. I didn't have the 
persperation, and as to fever, I didn't have fever that registered 
physcially, but yet, feelings of heat, too are a a part of k.
 
An intregal part of the awakening process IS going back over one's life, 
confronting the unresolved issues. Through that, we both release them, 
and free up the enrgies we have been wasting in continuing to carry 
them, hold onto them. This also leads us to our true, or authentic self, 
who we really are, as we shed those layers of facade we've built up in 
order to avoid confronting ourselves and the issues themselves. 
 
I'm not as familiar with how the concepts involved are expressed in the 
Eastern teachings, when this began in earnest for me, I found more that 
I connected with toward understanding it and getting through it in 
shamanism (energy retrieval) and mystic Christianity, the process of:
 
Repentance- recognition of something as something I don't want, that 
keeps me from being fully who I could be. Determiing to become free of 
it. The change of heart, or change of perspective. 
 
Justification- understanding it, both myself, and others, as they relate 
to it, why we and others did what we did. Why what happened, happended, 
and why it affected us as it did. The examination. analysis, of the 
event, and how it affected, and still affects, us. 
 
Sanctification- Through understanding, finding forgiveness, purging the 
pain, releasing the negative, energy draining emotions, healing. 
Acceptance.
 
Glorification- regainng the energies lost to it, replacing the negative 
emotions attached to it with posititve, energizing, strengthening ones, 
return to a state of not just being healed, but of 'wellness'. Peace. 
 
Jenell
 
 
 
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