To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/11/18 15:05
Subject: Re: [K-list] deities
From: Sean Nomura
On 1999/11/18 15:05, Sean Nomura posted thus to the K-list:
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Date: Mon, 15 Nov 1999 21:18:08 EST
From: DruoutATnospamaol.com
Subject: Re: [K-list] deities
In a message dated 11/15/99 5:34:20 PM Pacific Standard Time,
anglfthrATnospamiamerica.net writes:
<< And so we nod gently and smile knowingly at one another and share our
thoughts, 'Boy, is HE is for an awakening someday!'
Hey Jenell,
I think this one all the time. When I see how people have been / are
behaving, I really wonder too...
My awakening was AWFUL you know.. when I was in elementary school I was
cruel to animals... poured salt on snails so they would dehydrate and die,
stuck needles into them, and I even took a hoe and chopped two of them
right at the 'genitles' while they were mating...
So get this... all in the same night of an extremely dark night of my
soul... I was somehow 'led' to allow my body to 'animate' by itself... and
voices inside of my head told me what I was to say out loud. I made some of
the most ghastly, hurrendous expressions with my face and my voice that I
wouldn't have dreamed of on my worst day.
I ended up creating this incredible, terrible drama with my parents. I went
into a crazy, violent frenzy and was taken away in an ambulance... I was
strapped down and I.V.'s were stuck inside of me. Voices inside my head
told me that if I didn't break free of the restraints that I was not going
to survive so I struggled with all my might...
I passed out... and by the time morning came around... there I was ...
terrible dehydration and no way to quench my thirst... I was so bad that I
thought it was better to be dead. All I could do was wait and wait and wait
until someone would bring me something to drink.
Since my arms were strapped and I could not urinate by myself... you know
what they did? Took this plastic stuff that looked like fishing line...
right up my penis... I could feel it as it went up the shaft of my penis
and into my body... such an aweful sensation.
And so when I observe this, I believe it to be karma, returned with
incredible accuracy. And this is not the only incidence in which I have
observed this. I've done others things which seem to have returned to me as
well.
And so I have become so convinced of this 'karma' thing, that I would
hardly even swat a mosquito today. ITS JUST NOT WORTH IT!
Sincerely,
Sean
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