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Recieved: 1999/11/10  12:25  
Subject: [K-list] Kundalini Sanctuary 
From: winter mute
  
On 1999/11/10  12:25, winter mute posted thus to the K-list: 
 
On Wed, 10 Nov 1999 06:43:46   Martin Thompson wrote:
 
>Could you be oversleeping? I feel tired if I sleep more than about 10 
>hours a day.
 
:)  Martin, I'm open to all suggestions, but  
oversleeping does not seem to be the case. 
Right now I'm lucky if I get 4 hours of proper 
sleep each night and when I do sleep, the 
sleep's filled with dreams where I'm completely 
conscious.
 
Last night I ended up on the same place waiting 
for class to start four times. :) 
How's that for a recurring dream.
 
Kimberly wrote 
>You're not alone. :)  I went through about 6 months of >what you are  
>describing.  I *had* to stop working and just let K >work.  Luckily my income  
>was just the extras.
 
Yeah, I wish I could do that too. 
Thing is, I don't work for the money, I work for a 
friend. He is an attachment I will be hard pressed 
to leave.
 
>It took a couple  
>of months, but I have my life back, and no longer >sleep all the time, 
 
Yeah, I know. There are no problems with K, only 
problems with the ego. 
I want to surrender.  :)  Or at least wave the  
white flag.  
I feel like a man having an insatiable wife and  
having her demand physical attention each night. 
And that's no good when you have 10h work days.
 
But I'll eat shit instead. ;)
 
Thanks for the thoughts. :)
 
Best regards,
 
Amanda.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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