On 1999/10/29  11:30, Jacques de Schryver et Linda Steven posted thus to the K-list: 
Hello,
 
Here is what has been on for a month.
 
Mainly while sleeping or half asleep, I hear  
and feel rumblings in by belly. Just like a  
tidal wave. Not a tempest. Something 
coming from far away and powerful.
 
Then the buzzing energy went up on to the high  
part of the back, while sleeping half consciously.  
That happend a few times, about once every  
four days.
 
Then, it went up powerfully and I consciously 
decided it was not time for it to go higher,  
as it could have.
 
And about ten days later, I allowed it to go 
up to the head, where it circled in the upper 
part of the head, mainly like if curling around a 
vertical axis.
 
All that was pleasant, but not big K, not 
ecstatic bliss. That happened only once, 
three days ago. It woke me up because  
letting it go was a conscious decision.
 
Durig the day, now, something new happened. 
Now, I can quickly get the rumble up to a 
place on each side of the head, near the ears,  
slightly upper and behind for the main part. 
This when meditating through my personal breathing 
techniques, with a mixture of letting go.
 
Sorry if it looks like a recipe ;-))).
 
 
I just dont know where I go, but I know where  
I want to go. I am making my own map of the 
maze.
 
In fact it just bewilders me to know that I seem 
to be the only one on the list to go 'his own way' 
to Kundalini.
 
I have many other things to say, for example about  
a very simple dream I had and which looked like a key.
 
I was with my nephew (35 now) who is a champion chess  
player, and with Joseph, a chess player friend too 
(but not so good). I had shown them a new house I 
wanted  to live in, and which was spacious and with 
no furniture yet, but with the different rooms easily  
communicating through big half open spaces.
 
Then we crossed the road and went to a place where 
the bookstalls where all empty, because it was a 
newly built place too.
 
THen I proposed to take a beer. We sitted and ordered. 
And my nephew left for a few minutes. Then Joseph and I 
had to hurry because we had to take our plane. 
 
So we left without Herve (my nephew), and we were in 
a big german Concorde plane. It took off very powerfully, 
and I just thought about Herve.
 
No matter he didn't take the plane. To go where we 
go (to my new place) we only have to cross the road.
 
Then I woke up with the certitude that this was a 
dream about Kundalini.
 
So, by now, I am just wondering what is the usefull part 
of the message I have to decipher. 'Useless to take 
a jet plane, you only have to cross the road'. 
 
And I am following a track. Which gave me some results.  
So I will tell more later. I first have to check if 
I understood the message 'you only have to cross the 
road'.
 
I want to thank you all, because thinking about this 
is much more powerfull in a list than when being alone.
 
Greetings from blurred Kundalini Station,
 
Froggy (Toady ?) Jacques
 
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Jacques De Schryver et Linda Steven 
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http://www.home.ch/~spaw9019/cours.html 
http://www.i-france.com/jdsetls/ 
http://www.multimania.com/jdsetls/Surfeur_Fou/NOF_3.0/nof_3.0.html 
http://www.multimania.com/jdsetls/MHR/html/lois_et_proverbes.html 
http://www.multimania.com/jdsetls/html/carrefour.html 
Site de Linda : http://www.multimania.com/lsteven
 
 
 
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