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Subject: Re: [K-list] seemingly stupid questions about K
Date: Tue, 21 Sep 1999 03:55:29 PDT
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#Many things make up who we are. We are a culmination of all the
#experiences
#which we have lived through. If we are stripped of every material #item we
#have and all that represents us can we still live with ourselves? #past
#saying "i am a doctor," "i own a beat up pinto," "i have 3 #dogs"...past
all
#that what are we? Think the german halocaust: the ultimate test of #who
you
#were. They had nothing but themselves left...could they live with
#themselves?
I think you're right in that even if we stop thinking in terms of "I, me,
mine" all the time, we still need to use these terms to speak. It makes no
sense at all to go round saying "this random buzzing of energies and flows
situated over here (but in no way permanently existing) feels an illusory
need for this other (ditto) to pass the salt". I mean, it's silly.
Maybe you need to maintain an ego, like you need to maintain a nick in
cyberspace, to communicate but see it as equally a matter of convention, not
'real'?
As for the holocaust, they were reduced to bodies and numbers and it sent
them crazy most of the time. But that was not because of any internal
process within them, it was a psychotic and scary state apparatus that did
it to them. I think it's different to be nothing because you have arrived
there yourself and are reasonably ok about it, and to be made nothing by
walking personifications of the death drive...
#What that all means i have no idea at this point...but i felt the #need to
say
#it in light of all this talk about how we see ourselves and auch.
Thanks a lot for these questions! They are really getting the wee brain
thinking about this stuff..
luv
luz
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