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Recieved: 1999/09/17 06:19
Subject: [K-list] A Bizarre Entity Story
From: Gcwein1111
On 1999/09/17 06:19, Gcwein1111 posted thus to the K-list:
Dear List,
l have a close friend who is now in a crisis, apparently one
invoving entities. He has had an extremely active k process for a few
years--one that has been so disruptive that he hasn't been able to work
steadily and can't afford a pc, which is why l'm asking for feedback for him.
His process has been somewhat disabling for some time with constant and
powerful energy flows which force him to be sedentary (physical activity has
only made it worse), but he never had an awareness of entities until
recently. l learned of a catholic priest (not roman catholic, some other
kind) who removed entities and my friend (Richard) went to see him a few
months ago, thinking that somehow this priest might be able to help with his
k. The
priest supposedly removed some entities and Richard felt his process was
working much better--that the energy flowed much more smoothly--so he began
seeing him regularly. Each time the priest would remove entities, and things
seemed to go very well for a month or so, but then Richard began to feel the
entities returning almost as soon as they were removed... and it got worse.
lt was strange--whereas before he saw the priest, Richard didn't even know he
had entities, now he feels certain that's what he's dealing with. Whereas
before he was only aware of energy coming in his feet, now he feels it coming
in particularly thru his butthole (as well as his feet), and he says he can
actually feel the energy (entities) wiggling and moving around as they come
into his body in a way that he never did before. lt's really spooky to
listen to him describe this!! lt gets even weirder. A few
weeks ago the priest gave Richard some holy water to take home, without
giving any reason why. He put some on him after he got home, not expecting
anything to happen, but to his surprise he found that wherever he put the
holy water, the energy (entities) would leave that area and the area would
feel better. He's also found that using holy water causes negative
energy/entities to leave his body. Meanwhile, the problem has gotten worse
and worse...the assault by what he perceives as legions of entities has grown
more relentless and holy water is the only thing that seems to discourage
them from entering his body. This sounds completely absurd, but now he is
constantly soaking his skin and clothes in holy water to try to keep entities
out. He says they come in anyway, but not as much as they otherwise would.
OK, you're thinking he's nuts, right? l know this sounds
crazy, but l know him to be a very strong minded, rational, grounded
individual--a divorcee in his 50's-- successful in the working world before
this stuff got to him. Of course he's strung out now because of this, but
he's still rational as far as l can tell. l gave him the book REMARKABLE
HEALINGS a couple weeks ago, which at the time he thought was very helpful in
lessening his fear of the entities and encouraging him to deal with them in a
less fearful and firm, compassionate way.(This is what he told me, although
he hasn't seemed fearful to me.) He felt confident then and l hoped he had
turned the corner on this...but now this entity thing seems on the verge of
spinning completely out of control. Perhaps the book wasn't a good idea---it
contains remarkable insights about entities, but it can also make you feel
they're everywhere, so it may have only increased his preoccupation with
them. Even though l've never experienced entities myself, l
have to confess that being in such close contact with him, l'm starting to
feel fearful about this. During the past few months l haven't reacted much to
this, probably because it wasn't real to me: l didn't believe or disbelieve
him---then yesterday while he was describing how they came into his body, it
suddenly felt real to me for the first time. l thought: "God, this sounds
like it really is entities pouring into him, and this is incredibly
scary--what a horrible thing!" And then realizing how frightened l was by
this prospect and how close l am to him ( and in a vulnerable enough state
with my own k process), l felt vulnerable for the first time, having heard
that fear can open one up to entities.
So that's my crazy story. l know many of you have encountered
entities, as l followed all the posts on this subject recently, but l've
never heard anything quite like this wholescale physical invasion my friend
says he's experiencing. l'd really appreciate any thoughts and suggestions.
jerry
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