To: K-list 
Recieved: 1999/09/12  12:35  
Subject: Re: [K-list] The Teaching On Spherical Breathing 
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
  
On 1999/09/12  12:35, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list: 
  
  Oy oy.. have you tried wearing a merkaba for any length of time, Jacques? 
  I have, and I wouldn't recommend it. You do not need a 50 foot raidus 
aura to astral travel, or to attain spiritual growth. It is much better to 
leave the shape and conformation of your aura "as Goddess wills". It is 
meant to be flexible, not locked into a static shape. It's natual shape is 
an egg, but that shape can expand and change as is needed in the moment. 
 
  What happens is that you will be attempting to drag everyone around you 
into a higher vibration, whether they wanna go, or not. Attempting to 
process their karma whether they wanna release it, or not. If you live in 
an apt., your neighbors will look at you funny and you won't be able to sit 
still long enough to eat dinner in a restaurant, because the karma of 
everybody within your expanded radius will be getting sucked up by the 
merkaba, and Free Will resistance to giving it up they offer will be 
getting you, too..  Free Will is Goddess' law, and the Merkaba is intrusive.  
  I tried the Merkaba out, and wore it for 6 months before I realized where 
the negative effects were coming from.. by then I was very happy to give it 
up to Goddess and get my natural aura back. Whew! 
 
  The Melchizedeks, that Drunvalo takes his name from, are a gang of Astral 
entities... some of their information is useful, but if you read it closely 
they like to give warnings of doom.. a fear provoking tactic common to 
entities for whom your emotions are snack food.  
  Yoikes, now it's me that's giving warnings.. I hate that.. but there is 
some stuff where experience speaks. 
  The entity that will persuade you that your aura should be 50' in radius, 
in order to save the world from armageddon,  is an entity that is not in 
favor of seeing your perfection in the Now, or  helping you trust that 
Goddess has it handled... in wanting to rescue you, it is not helping you 
to see that you already have everything you need.  
 
  As for breath control.. it has sent even very experienced Yogis to the 
funny farm, and is considered by most "experts" too dangerous to play with, 
without experienced supervision. It can bring up more stuff from the 
unconscious than the mind is able to process and release, and that way lies 
madness of being overwhelmed. This is the danger, whether the breath 
control practice takes a yogic or new age form.  
  My beloved's last girlfriend was training to lead trance work in the form 
of "breath sessions", and she practiced on him... brought out a demon named 
Rage that he didn't know was there, and possessed by it, he attacked her. 
  When he met me years later, he thought it had been cleared, but it came 
out to meet me one day when he "happened" to be already wearing a 
straightjacket.. and I was wearing a Merkaba. I managed to send it out of 
him at the time, sitting on him and telling him I loved him in spite of how 
it/he snarled and hissed and the dark voice was sending cold cold chills 
thru me. 2 days later I helped my beloved to reintegrate the angry, lonely 
splintered personality-fragment that was the demon "rage".   
  I'm sorry to be giving warnings, but my experience is that these 
"control" tactics that are supposed to speed up the process, are actually 
resistance to trusting the process, and the K. will bite yer ass to let you 
know surrender is the better way. Faster is not necessarily better, if it 
is a car with no brakes, out of control.. with the monkey-mind at the wheel.  
  I've gotten to know the "path" of K. by falling into most of the 
potholes, personally.. experimenting with a lot of stuff, under my Guardian 
Angel's supervision. They told me I didn't need a merkaba, but I wanted to 
experiment and they let me, of course.. and protected me too, but the 
result was still, a series of experiences I wouldn't wish on anybody.  
  Blessings..  
 
At 11:20 AM 9/8/99 , Jacques de Schryver et Linda Steven wrote: 
>Hello, 
>) :  
>The Teaching Of The MERKABAH 
>The Teaching On Spherical Breathing 
>By Drunvalo Melchizedek 
> 
>http://jdsetls.virtualave.net/Kundalini/Breathing/Spherical/spherical.html 
> 
>Greetings, 
> 
>Froggy Jacques
 
 
 
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