To: K-list 
Recieved: 1999/08/22  11:18  
Subject: Re: [K-list] people and K 
From: Katharine
  
On 1999/08/22  11:18, Katharine posted thus to the K-list: 
 
 HI {{All}
 
Decided that since I am part of the all this would be a good posting for me 
to reply to and let those who are still on the list from when I was here 
before know that I am back :-)
 
> I took Yoga as I thought it would help with K, and I was very encouraged  
> when I talked to my Yoga instructor and she seemed very sympathetic and 
said  
> something about helping out with some special techniques...but since that
 
> time she has not returned any of my phone calls about setting up a time,&
 
> has been very distant in class.  I feel very despondent as I thought I 
had  
> found an in person/ person to help out a bit and understand..but I guess 
not  
> :-( 
> I dont understand it...I wonder if she doesnt believe me?  Does she think 
Im  
> neurotic trying to get attention or something?  maybe she doesnt have the
 
> experience or know exactly how to deal with it and is avoiding it?  It 
has  
> left me with that "nobody understands and will avoid me feeling because 
they  
> think Im mental"  sigh
 
Your sharing of this experience with the group brought me back to a place 
that I have found painful.  I too had thought that I had meet a person that 
could handle the changes in me and understood what was happening even if I 
didn't.  I was soooo very wrong and as time went on I also wondered if I 
was not beliefed and then it became so important to me that someone ,  
anyone!  please believe me!   This is when I came across this list and 
started to talk about my experiences.  I was happily overwelmed by the 
support I recieved from the group here and the many wonderful sharings of 
information that I have found very helpful.    I have come to realize that 
the person I felt that might understand and be able to help me was not in 
the same space I was in and that is why he could not help me or believe 
what was happening.  
 
It feels great to be back!!   
 
With Unconditional Love, Light, and Acceptance,
 
Katharine
 
( Since it has been a while and I am forever working with different names 
in the past......I am also known as Kat or Sakatra....notice the Kat always 
is in the names I choose? )
 
Opps have a question.......If mother finds out that daughter is also 
talking in her sleep in foreign languages that no one understands can this 
mean that both have lived another life together in a different country?  
 
 
 
 
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