To: K-list
Recieved: 1999/08/18 14:33
Subject: [K-list] From the K-list website..
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 1999/08/18 14:33, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
Sounds like Kundalini to me.. please send your thoughts to:
>From: "eynet" <eynetATnospampn2.vsnl.net.in>
>To: <owner-kundaliniATnospamList-Server.net>
>Subject: RE: PLEASE MAIL ONLY RELATED TO THIS QUERY.
>Date: Fri, 20 Aug 1999 00:28:54 +0530
>X-Mailer: Microsoft Outlook IMO, Build 9.0.2416 (9.0.2910.0)
>Importance: Normal
>
>"Actually I wanted more info. on the concept of kundalini - what it is and
>how will it affect myself ? also whether THIS is in anyway related to
>kundalini ???
>I have been recovering from a major illness from past one year and still
>under treatment now - I had been suffering for past three years before the
>actual cause was finally diagnosed and detected.
>I had bouts of high fever 103F, and once passed out. I dont recollect being
>helped back - but all I remember was as if I was travelling very fast to a
>huge rather ligt and light could be seen and feeling of warmth and as if I
>was moving at jet speed towards this 'light'.
>
>When my husband brought me back to conciousness, which he says I had passed
>out I had a very massive tingling sensation in both my hands - as if the
>blood was trying to push its way out. And worst part that I could not move
>both my hands and finger which had got numbed or paralysed although I could
>feel a surge of tingling sensation simply trying to rush out of my hands.
>Its something that I still cannot figure out but try as much I was unable to
>move fingers how much ever I was willing them to.
>My husband rubbed them and brought life into them and I was screaming and
>shit scared that my hands had would become immoveable.
>
>Was this a kind of experience related to kundalini ?
>Even before this episode - I used to get tingling sensations or shivers in
>my spine , neck and sometimes in my head.
>I had a bad delusions or whatever once while normally sleeping ?I saw
>rather while napping in the night I thought or hallucinated I dont know a
>white figure of a lady with shocking red lipstick !!! I was so scared and
>that my husband insisted that we keep the lights on throughout the night.
>I recollect feeling similarly scared long back in childhood - accompanied by
>these weird tingling sensations.
>
>Anyway now I can laugh it off. But I have seen the worst possible phase of
>my life - would always be crying for no reason - unable to lift myself to
>even go to the loo - and had to be carried there. I had been suffering from
>TB and have currently finished full course of medicines Allopathy and
>currently still taking homoepathy medicines to rid of the side affects of
>the medicines.
>My self-confidence was in shambles during those initial months and I used to
>pray listen to devotional songs like never before.
>I used to love talking to dogs and cats and even saved a few stray ones
>lives - who still come to me even now.
>
>I have grown into a new person - I did not know I could sketch or write
>poetry and visualise - and this is also credit to the team of Doctors and
>to my family who all supported me throughout and still stand by me. I dont
>know what I would have done without them all.
>They were all like pillars standing by my crumbled body, mind and soul -
>waiting for the day when I would become well in whole.
>Iam fit and fine now but I have still tinglings at the back of my head and
>frequently had mood swings.
>But after making a trip to a hill station nearby I feel at peace with myself
>and everything else. The trip in itself was refreshing in all ways and
>rejuvenating - more so after visiting a 'Jyotir lingam' - of Lord Shiva ( he
>is the God who is supposed to be the destroyer of all evil ).
>
>I would like a response only if this is a kundalini experience or if I can
>enhance myself - the one I have found ? ( Incidentally I used to feel very
>confused and unfocussed earlier - perhaps due to heavy antibiotics,etc. )
>"BUT PLEASE REPLY ONLY IF THIS COULD BE RELATED - OTHERWISE PLEASE SEND ONLY
>RELEVANT INFORMATION ON KUNDALINI - WHAT IT IS AND HOW CAN WE INITITAE IT TO
>ENRICH IF NOT BETTER ONES LIFE."
>
DISCLAIMER!
Home | Archive Index | Search the archives | Subscribe
K. List FAQ | Kundalini FAQs | Signs and Symptoms | Awakening Experiences | K. list Polls | Member Essays | Meditations | List Topics | Art Gallery | Cybrary | Sitemap | Email the moderators.
symbol.