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Recieved: 1999/08/11 18:23
Subject: Re: [K-list] Shaktipat. was: ldentity of my swami
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 1999/08/11 18:23, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 03:12 PM 8/11/99 , Shy Person wrote:
>At 09:06 PM 8/10/99 -0700, Mystress Angelique Serpent wrote:
>>At 07:13 AM 8/10/99 , GCWein1111ATnospamaol.com wrote:
>> In the last ten days or so, I have done this ritual with 4 people, all of
>>whom attained a full awakening that is lasting... I finally have it in a
>>form which appears to work independent of me, as the grounding does..So I
>>feel ready to offer it as a gift, even tho I imagine it will get a lot more
>>editing as it becomes a website...
>
>Angelique, how are you defining "full awakening" here?
>
>Jill
>
eeeep! Good question.. LOL!! Not unexpected... After I sent the post
last night I realized I'd gotten carried away with joy and left some
editing undone.. I do not consider "full awakening" to be the end of the
Kundalini process. I'm not sure that it ever really does end, the thousand
petaled lotus opens infinitely.
Hmm.. how to explain...
Awakening is something that can be measured, somewhat, with goals
attained as chakras open.. but beyond that process, is .. the eternal
opening of the thousand petaled lotus.. the crown chakra continuing to
open itself wider to contain the infinite.. and at it's polarity,
increasing awareness of Goddess manifesting in the essence of the physical.
Seeing the perfection in all things.. an increasing sensitivity to the
beauty of life that doesn't stop. Bliss is limitless.
Beyond full awakening, is Enlightenment, and Enlightenment is a journey,
not a destination.
I'm not a K-scholar, as most folks know. I probably would describe full
awakening as I did describe it: The shredding of the "hymens" are the
knots being cleared.. so all of the chakras are fully opened, including the
heart-beat wave effect of the Grail, the colored microdots and a light on
in your head, that are of the opened third eye, and the sense of cosmic
unity and wisdom that is the crown opened to the universal consciousness.
The sensation of awareness of the universal life energy being inherent in
all things.. the experience of "Goddess is all that Is".. perceptible by
touch or by remote.
The individuals who have done the ritual so far describe great peace, and
a much quieter mind... and a sense of wonder that for me has become the
real measure of "enlightenment".
In "Joe Vs the Volcano", a truly brilliant story of "the warrior's
journey", and the Tarot card of the Fool..:) one of the characters says
(sic) "My Father says that most people are asleep.. there are very few
people in this world who are really, truly, awake, and those people walk
around in a state of constant amazement and wonder".. at the time I saw the
movie, the question "what is enlightenment" was being debated on the
K-list, and that resonated for me as Goddess' answer.
The wide eyed wonder of a child amazed at every new thing, and everything
is new.. laughing with delight at the colors of a flower or the purr of a
cat. Freda falling into sunrises, Antoine hypnotized into stillness, by
beauty.. Christopher wondering at the miracle of DNA.. so much beauty.. the
fire in the eyes of the scientists on TV last night, talking with rapture
of the big bang theory.. these people have been touched by Divine wonder,
and it changed them forever.
The first version of this ritual <Nov.1996> was something I did
instinctively, and it took me years, to really understand what I had done..
or more properly, what was done, thru me..
I was doing a crystal layout on my beloved druid. I was attuned to the
crystals, letting them tell me where they were needed and how they should
be placed. The quartz crystal that is "home" to Chacmool the rain God
called to me, from somewhere else in the apartment and bade me fetch it and
directed me to hold it over druid pointed downwards like a laser scalpel,
and draw it from the Earth center, slowly up his body from root to above
crown to touch the sun.. I did not touch him, his eyes were closed but a
shivery ripple went up his body following the path of my "laser surgery"..
and his description of his experience was so amazing that I asked him to
write it up for the list, and later put it on my website.
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/spirit/druid.htm
I dunno if my surgery went up the middle channel, it has been two years
for him to really come to accept how much he is loved, for the light to
come to shine out of his eyes the way it does, now.. :) But what he
described, of being destroyed and recreated in an instant outside of time,
and realizing that the energy of Creation is All one energy and alive
within him... well, it is ego-death and full awakening, Kundalini but from
an engineer's perspective. :) As he wrote, realizing unity of all things,
and getting used to the idea are two different things.. LOL!! There were
still issues yet to be cleared, but they came up in their own time, and
were resolved pretty painlessly, to our mutual growth and understanding. He
describes the "adjustment period" as the happiest times of his life.. and
it just keeps getting better. :)
It hits my funny bone of irony that I have found it is much easier to
train someone to tolerate pain, than to accept bliss. Humans have a lot of
ways they learn to handle pain, from detachment to gratitude, they can
"tough it out".. and "survive", but bliss scares people into arguing for
their limitations.
I cannot promise that this ritual will do a full awakening on everyone
who does it.. how could I? LOL!! That will be as Goddess wills.. to each
according to their need, and not more than they can handle.:) But it is a
gift for anyone who chooses a leap of faith. A ritual of unconditional
surrender, written in the language of the body's instinct to be aligned and
unified with the planetary vibration, that sidesteps the word-power of ego
separation issues, altogether in favor of surrendering to letting Goddess
blow them away like hosing down the driveway. A request for miracles.
Goddess provides. :)
Blessings..:)
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