To: K-list 
Recieved: 1999/08/11  10:35  
Subject: [K-list] Re: Secret shame 
From: Maureen Heffernan
  
On 1999/08/11  10:35, Maureen Heffernan posted thus to the K-list: 
Christopher Wynter wrote:
 
-- Mother didn't really want me in her body, she could 
> have miscarried me. Mother had the power of life and death over my 
embryonic 
> state.  She could have killed my body.  This is my secret."
 
~~*+M~* 
  Unfortunately true for a lot of people, including myself,but what 
total JOY I experienced upon finding out I was pregnant. And such a 
close connection with my first little one that I could not look at her 
in a crib across the room, sleeping for she would wake immediately. I 
had to steal quick little glances to be assured that she was fine. 
  And then Joy upon Joy, I got to do it again! And with the second , up 
to her puberty we would read each others minds. "Yeah, Mom, great 
idea, 
let's go for soft choclate icecream with the sprinkles", when I had not 
said a word.(Difficult to hide birthday and Christmas presents from her 
in the mind),,,and nearly impossible for her to even try to lie to me. I 
remember the waiting of pregnancy. Oh when, oh when will she be 
born? I 
simply can not wait to see her and have her in my arms next to my heart. 
  > When I knocked on 
> the door of 
> the Church - I got my answers.  
 
~~*+M~* 
  And because of our psychic tie I could dream of what Mary and her 
Child were like. The graces and deeper appreciation of psychic gifts. 
Blessings to all, 
+  Maureen
 
 
 
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