To: K-list 
Recieved: 1999/08/01  09:17  
Subject: Re: [K-list] Indian K-ites, was: celibacy 
From: meetjf
  
On 1999/08/01  09:17, meetjf posted thus to the K-list: 
Amanda said:snip>>Yes, Shakti seems to find a way given personal 
>"instructions" or not. :) >>
 
Dear Amanda and list, 
 I find that just letting shakti lead the way works best for me, 
sometimes she gets me interested in a certain meditation that I try for 
awhile, and then I put it in action whenever I need it..there is a certain 
feeling I get that lets me know.  I kind of roll with the energy, some days 
I seem to have to eat pounds of fruit because other food seems dead to me 
(yuck, I am going thru that now), other days nothing.  Food?  What is that? 
I learned early that if I ignored what my body craved...I got stomach 
problems fast. Luckily, most of the time, I can eat a normal diet. 
Sometimes, I want to avoid other people for days on end, I ignore calls and 
stay in my house and be alone and in peace. During those times, they feel as 
if they shred my nerves and energy. Other days I feed the need to connect 
with them .  I realize that there are normal fluctuations in just being 
human, but since K awakening they are much more extreme and pushy. 
   I get dreams, interrupted meditations that flow in they're own direction, 
feelings, and inclinations...that I know are from my K energy and I just go 
with it.  Although I am not above asking for something that I think I need 
once in a while.... and I usually get it, for better or worse. Much love, 
Julie
 
 
 
 
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