To: K-list 
Recieved: 1999/07/23  16:44  
Subject: Re: [K-list] rest time? 
From: Reikihealer
  
On 1999/07/23  16:44, Reikihealer posted thus to the K-list: 
Helen, 
 
In answer to your question on whether anyone has had their K disappear 
and return again, yes, I have.  My K had all but disappeared, except 
during meditation, until recently in April.  
 
I met a man online and subsequently in person only once. Though our 
contact is minimal thru phone calls during the week, he has started my K 
up again.  It's at the point where he is waking me up almost every 
night, and I feel heat come in.  It's usually either 2am or 4am, and I 
kick off the covers and have trouble falling asleep again.  
 
Last night, I was itchy all over, in parts of my body where I normally 
perspire.
 
We have confirmed our waking times, so that I know it his him.  However, 
my thoughts are that perhaps he is dreaming of me some nights, though 
I'm not sure.  
 
My kryias during meditation have become more forceful, like they used to 
be.  
 
My thoughts are that he has affected me similarly as my guru had. My 
feelings for this man were quite strong, but have waned due to the fact 
that we may never be together again.  At this time, I feel that this 
activity may only continue as long as he loves me and continues to think 
of me.
 
Namaste,
 
Cathy 
Love all, Serve all
 
 
 
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