To: K-list 
Recieved: 1999/07/05  14:51  
Subject: [K-list] Hello 
From: arinna1
  
On 1999/07/05  14:51, arinna1 posted thus to the K-list: 
Hello ~**~   
 I have just subscribed to the list and wanted to introduce  
myself. I have been meditating now for a couple of years  
and work with my chakras. Specifically I do the mystic  
marriage and middle pillar exercises quite often. I had  
read about Kundalini a little before, but didn't know much  
about it. Then one day a couple of weeks ago, while I was  
performing the Middle Pillar, I had the strangest feeling  
of something crawling up my spine. It went maybe about  
halfway, and I became a little alarmed. Then it sort of  
went back down. It sounds horrible - but it really  
wasn't that bad, just sort of ticklish and strange.  
Accompaning this sensation was a feeling of intense  
dizziness - but not really a physical dizziness, (I wasn't  
going to tip over or anything), it was more like I was  
twisting sideways and lifting out of my body. I assume I  
was almost OBE'ing. 
 
A couple of days later, while I meditated, a guide came to  
me and said that I had tapped kundalini and needed to  
proceed with care. Now, I am in the process of validating  
this information. 
 
I looked up kundalini here on the net and I HAVE  
experienced many of the symptoms lately: insomnia (I've had  
some killer insomnia lately), drastic mood swings, acute  
depression. But it hasn't been bad - it's all been cope- 
able, I mean. But I'm sort of like that anyway - very  
accepting of my states. From what I've read about  
tapping kundalini - YOU KNOW you've tapped it, and I'm  
still not sure I have.   
 
 
To tell you the truth, I really don't want to!! From the  
accounts I've read it does not sound like much fun. So far,  
I've read a WHOLE bunch of negative accounts and one good  
;-). But if it's been tapped - it has... and I must deal  
with it intelligently. I won't give up meditation or energy  
work. 
 
Anyone want to tell me if they think it sounds like I've  
tapped it?? I would love to hear some perspectives from  
people who are K-active.
 
Also, I bought the book, Kundalini and the Chakras, by  
Genevieve Lewis Paulson. Does anyone know if this a good  
book - or could recommend any others?  
 ~**~ Love ~**~ Arinna   
 
 
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