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Recieved: 1999/07/05 04:24
Subject: [K-list] Kundalini -kriyas
From: A. Erhart


On 1999/07/05 04:24, A. Erhart posted thus to the K-list:


On Mon, 5 Jul 1999 16:05:13 Christopher Wynter wrote:

>I have done (with
>my group here in Tasmania) a lot of work around the moving of energy and in
>particular, the identification of the source and cause of the "blocks" which are
>cleared during the "kriyas".

:) Interesting. Looking forward to hearing more from
you.

>You can either take what I say as a possibility, and ask your body as
>to its validity, or you can ignore it. To me, it matters not. However,
>somewhere somehow I've got to get this information down on paper, and answering
>the points raised here is as good a place to start as >any.

:) As K asks me not to have too many opinions, I will
not question any of your views too harshly. K is all
we want it to be. ;)

>The "twitches" that are felt can be likened to what happens when a
>tightly coiled up elastic band is let go and tries to return to its natural state.

Yes, the twitching stops after a while, when the
energy seems to have stretched itself out.
It then stays for a few hours before
receding and getting ready for the next round a few
hours later.

As the wise men of India
say: A serpent is only dangerous when it is
coiled, about to strike. When it is stretched out,
it is of no harm to anyone.

>It is in sleep state or that state of relaxation you talk of where the mind
>"let's go" and the body is able to return with natural function. However,
>before can do this, it has to let go all of the projected control from mind.
>The thoughts feelings and emotions that you experience as the "kundalini" or
>"life force" rises, are actually those thoughts feelings and emotions that you
>have projected onto your body to keep yourself in "control".

Yes, that is both (perceived)
personal as well as cultural
and religious control = acquired patterns of behavior.
Feels like many many layers and must be peeled one by one.
When the outer layers are gone, the life force shines
even more bright, speeding up the process, like a messenger
knowing he is coming close to the abode of the
recipient of his message.

It is my experience too that the life force will make
itself known very strongly in sleep and dreams.

>Our only understanding of
>this "life force" (or K) and experience of it is the sexual expression, which
>for most of us has been made "wrong" by church, >society, down through the ages.

As I see it, the most spiritual version of this force
is not the sexual side of it but the religious / spiritual side. I feel the energy takes leaps to
reach itself, to expand itself so it can show its
true self and abide in its true self
without the boundaries laid down on the
soul by the society.
Sometimes that can be very
tiring. ;) Like having a child constantly
begging for more sweets.

But you are right about the church / religion
binding the life force in many respects.

>It can therefore be understood that as K. moves through the body, all of the
>judgments around (sexuality) life force will rise to the surface.

I really see what you mean here, or rather, your words
resonate strongly with me.
I experienced 2 hours of visions last night,
lively illustrating the strenght with which the life
force had been judged and bound by society and circum-
stances. At that time, death was imminent, ever
present, even self inflicted, yet wholly unacceptable.

This binding only served to strengthen
the force with which the life force would fight against
the binding, to make itself known and to expand.
This binding has dominated the mind body for years,
across the boundary of one mind body to the next.

The strange thing was, only when the binding was
acknowledged, could the process of really breaking
free from it start.

>dark thoughts, images, symbols,
>discomfort, guilt and fear. These are what has been projected on to our "life
>force"/sexuality.

Yes.
The life force will make itself known in the entire
mind body. For me personally, it is the mind which
carries the heaviest shackles, not the body, so it is
the mind which "gets it" the worst.

>This is my very basic introduction to the movement of the energy we know as
>Kundalini, some of the side-effects, and the reasons for it. I hope people on
>this list can understand what try to say here, and that this explanation will
>assist with their understanding, and will help demystify what is, in fact, that
>natural state beingness which we are using our mind to seek and control.

Nice to see another new perspective on it.
The force will always strive to be Itself.

Thank you for sharing your experiences with us.

Best regards,

Amanda.

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