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Subject: Fwd: [K-list] Not really K?/was Gender
From: Druout
On 1999/06/29 08:35, Druout posted thus to the K-list:
Dear List,
Jenell meant this for the list, also.
Love, Hillary
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Date: Thu, 24 Jun 1999 08:10:18 -0500
From: Jenell <anglfthrATnospamiamerica.net>
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Subject: Re: [K-list] Not really K?/was Gender
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DruoutATnospamaol.com wrote:
>
> Dear Jenell,
>
> It's odd, and in retrospect rather amazing (or naive?), but in the 1 1/2
> years I've been on the K list, I feel that every one of those who have shared
> their experiences here have *really* experienced the sexual energy of
> Kundalini.
(J) There seems to be some misunderstanding. i didn't mean anyone didn't
expereience the sexual energy aspects, it seems to be a very basic part
of it. But not neccessarily all have the same kinds of expereiences,
sexaul or otherwise. but it's difficult for me to comprehend having k
expereiences to any strong degree without also some negative, difficult
aspects. This not only in my own, but in connection to having been
active as a support person for people with k awakenings through
spiritual group that does k counseling. Some of the things people
expereience are hair raising, to say the least. I had prepared another
post, in reply to Collette, but the way this list works, i goofed and
sent it only to her. Have asked her to forward it the list for me. in
it, I explain further some of the more traumatic expereiences some have.
And this, being traumtic, is not merely becasue of people having
different persepcitve on what is happening to them. They are things
downright awful to expereience, for anyone.
What i was referring to in my wondering was the all bliss and fun and
lightness, with no or little mention of anything difficult. and as I
noted, no one can judge another's expereince, theirs may be 'real', but
I do also know that until one HAS expereienced it, it can be difficult
for them to KNOW they haven't, easily mistake other things for it. My
'warning' was toward anyone attempting to force an awakening they may
not be prepared for. It doesn't go easy for everyone. for some, there
are some really wild trips involved!
I think people's reactions vary incredibly, depending on
> background, age, physical condition, the ability to process metaphor, etc.
> Perhaps you feel that only those whose lives have been torn to shreds have
> experienced the real thing. Or perhaps you feel it cannot be a totally
> positive experience. (?)
(J) that may be so, some having a totally postive expereience. but one
cannot know, or anticipate that before hand. Also, once the k starts
doing it' thing, it can become, often very suddenly, full time, full
power, with NO 'off switch', as it has been for me for 4 yrs now. I mean
NO OFF SWITCH. Since the very sudden blow open 4 yrs ago, I've not had a
moment without it. and some of the manifestations I expereince is
constant, very sensitive telempathy, sporadic telepathy, both with ALL
others, not just others with k, clairvoyance/clairaudience, etc. The
telepathy is interconnected to both 'blessing' and things i could do
with out. healing gift, developing strongly and rapidly, I'm now working
both alone and with a larger healing group, but also sexual
manifestations i don't initiate, comes at inconvenenet times, at best
distracting, at wore, some has been very forceful, violent, accompanied
with some very ugly thought and emotion from the 'sender' through the
telepathy. Theres' nothing about my 'persepcitive' that makes THAT a
positve or negative thing!
>
> One thing is certain, though, I certainly agree that it is a power not to be
> called up on a whim. It's a life changing phenomena, and to try to "control"
> the energy is to do so at one's own risk.
>
> Love, Hillary
>
>
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