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Recieved: 1999/06/28  13:17  
Subject: [K-list] Fwd: Response for you. was: Magnets/Trance mode 
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
  
On 1999/06/28  13:17, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list: 
At 12:34 PM 6/28/99 , nancy wrote: 
>Forwarded for martin. Please respond to him at martinATnospamtucana.demon.co.uk
 
>From: Martin Thompson <martinATnospamtucana.demon.co.uk> 
>Subject: Re: Response for you
 
>>Martin I just wanted to share that recently I experienced great 
>>tiredness after a great influx of vastness. It seems while it is settling 
in the body which is perceiving  it anew .. it is very tiring. 
>> 
>A lot of processing is required, no doubt. 
   Yes, most often that is it. The unconscious wants to get the ego-mind 
out of the way so it can make use of the influx of energy without 
interference or ego-resistance... so it sends the ego to sleep. 
  Nap time. My Shaktipat often makes people sleepy.. some folks who are 
unfamiliar with K. have mistaken the tiredness as the effect of psychic 
vampirism and made nasty accusations. O well.. it's just resistance coming 
out. :) 
 
>>I felt it around my eyes and forehead.  Also if the energy is vast around 
the head extending outwards 
   With the third eye opened, you can see forever..:) Soon the light will 
come on, in your head and the mind will never seem "dark" again. 
 
>I just find that at home, I feel tired if ever I have to do any work 
>whatsoever.  
   I used to get that.. that kind of sleepiness is usually resistance to 
what is in front of you. Take a look at your attitudes around the idea of 
"work".. 
  I solved mine partly by relabeling. I realized my attitudes toward the 
idea of "Work" sucked so badly that I would never be successful at it. I 
was much more motivated, towards playing, than working.  
  So now I "play" for a living, Manifesting Goddess as leather clad 
Dominatrix and spanking men for $200./hr.  
  My "work", is the spiritual guidance I offer on the net, for free, and 
activities such as maintaining this list. Labors of love. Paydays and 
amazing benefits, provided by Goddess. Blessed be.  
  These days, I most often notice myself passing out trying to respond to 
emails from 3 people I occasionally correspond with.. usually, with many 
misunderstandings. After observing the effect for some time, I have 
concluded it is Goddess telling me that writing to them is not a good use 
of my time. Caring for the teaching responsibilities I have taken on, the 
needs of my slaves, students and lists, and simply enjoying life... away 
from my computer.. is a more valuable use of my time in linearity than the 
occasional amusement I get from poking my detractors.  
  I am grateful for the assistance in organizing my priorities. Blessings.. 
 
 
 
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