To: K-list 
Recieved: 1999/06/18  11:51  
Subject: [K-list] Overwhelming Effects of K / Mike D 
From: Amanda  Erhart
  
On 1999/06/18  11:51, Amanda  Erhart posted thus to the K-list: 
 
Dear Mike,
 
On Thu, 17 Jun 1999 16:35:53   Mike D wrote:
 
>	I never had any kundalini experience but I did have the sensation 
>of going insane. My journey started with severe stress over everything 
>that goes on in the world from day to day. It's easy to be one of us, 
>those fortunate enough to have the ability to use e-mail. 
 
:) Yes, we are. And we are lucky to have K.
 
>There are people 
>everywhere who are living in quiet desperation...waiting for something 
>new. And for so many it never comes. 
 
There are ppl who do not get to eat themselves full 
every day. The amount of pain in this world is great 
indeed.
 
>I can no longer sit and attempt to 
>decipher the workings of my soul while sitting idly >by as others suffer. 
 
No, you are absolutely right ! :)
 
>	This soon stressed me until I thought I was going to lose it and I 
>did. It began with the full realization of my physical body and then more. 
>I thought that It was going to get worse. Then I realized that even with 
>these thoughts I was still basically the same person...just different 
>perspective. 
 
:) Yes, you are. No matter what happens you are still 
yourself.
 
>	I will now spend my time talking with those who do not think as 
>you do. You are allready in persuit and will eventually find what your 
>looking for. Help those who are lost...and do so in a way so that they do 
>not realize. 
>	I'm sure we'll all meet again. I do not want to break samsara 
>quite yet. The best part of the hunt is the chase.
 
The chase is the prey. :)
 
There is no other joy but chasing. :)
 
Someone else on another list mentioned the  
empowerment of the mentally ill as something to 
strive for when I in my pride and ego boundness 
started arguing that K activation was not the same 
as having a mental illness. 
 
You are another reminder. We should not look down on 
ppl no matter what has happened to them in their life. 
We have all our background and experiences and what is 
right for some is wrong for another.
 
... the empowerment of all..  :)
 
Thanks for reminding me.
 
Best regards,
 
Amanda.
 
 
 
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