To: K-list 
Recieved: 1999/05/05  06:42  
Subject: [K-list] More on NATO, was: Living Narratives 
From: Amanda  Erhart
  
On 1999/05/05  06:42, Amanda  Erhart posted thus to the K-list: 
 
On Wed, 5 May 1999 07:51:05    molecularbreeze wrote:
 
>This might already be obvious to some, but I just realized something this 
>morning about hate for others, or the urge to eliminate another 
 
Which might make a good meditation, contemplate  
destruction and the impulse to carry it out. 
Done that many times, it is quite informative.
 
>(such as 
>NATO performing airstrikes against Molsevic, or murder or assault in the 
>case where an emotionally or physically abused woman becomes a defendant 
>when she strikes out against her abuser). 
 
Which does happen. Or maybe should happen more often ?
 
>In these cases both NATO and the 
>abused woman are trying to eliminate or weaken the one who is not living up 
>to their own illusion.  The U.S. government likes to keep their illusion in 
>tact and destroy those who don't live up to it. 
 
In your views, what are the illusions being wanted 
to live up to ? 
That they're right ? That they have an enemy image ?
 
>I am angry that an ex 
>abusive-spouse told viscious lies to my parents that he did not make a 
>physical attack on me, but rather that he and my children were physically 
>abused by me (!).   My parents believed him and he successfully destroyed an 
>illusion of mine... that I  had parents who  believed in me.  But I think 
>that was an illusion of my own conjuring up anyhow, because it contributed a 
>certain amount of sustenance, of hope.
 
I am truly sorry for you. It is an illusion I wished 
you could have kept for a little while longer, or 
lost in a less abrupt way. There is something about  
losing illusion, there is another way the process by 
which this happens. It doesn't have to be brutal  
all of it. If that makes me sound soft, or ego  
filled or ignorant or anyhting else perceived as 
negative, I am sorry for you for that too.
 
> With the war in 
>Kosovo, the U.S. needs to use deep introspection to see what there is for us 
>to learn from our participation. 
 
Which is not going to happen as very few politicians 
do much deep introspection at all. Sadly.
 
>Maybe it is easy to see the illusion that 
>Milosevic is destroying with his actions, but what is >our lesson?
 
You asked, I will provide my view and my 
answer. Many ppl will probably find my 
answer disgustingly fact filled and logical but  
see that as another illusion to be lost 
and anothe lesson to be had, 
 logic has its place in K and the world too. 
 
The illusion that Milosevic is destroying is the  
illusion that as long as you don't bother anyone else, 
 stay on friendly terms with others, mind your 
own business, you're going to be treated as nicely as 
you treat others and not be bothered yourself. 
This is the illusion destroyed for the Kosovo 
Albanians as well as the Serbs,  
who can't for the life of them figure out what wrong 
they have done. 
  
It is the illusion that ppl in the neighbouring regions 
and we live under and the illusion which Nato tries 
to uphold.
 
This is the age old illusion destroyed by Napoleon and 
Hitler and anyone else who get it in their head to conquer something which in one way or another 
already belongs to somebody 
else.
 
Of course, there are many other smaller illusion  
destroyed here, the illusion of safety in your own 
home, the illusion of friendly coexistence, the illusion that conflicts may be solved peacefully 
 with words. Every person directly involved in the 
conflict experiences the destruction of these illusions 
on their own bodies.  
We are lucky to not have to be there in person.
 
I do not know whether these are good illusion to lose,  
but lost they are, at least for a while and it is very 
traumatic in most instances. It is easy to see it is 
traumatic, all 
one need is contemplate the victims' faces.
 
This is the 
very fierce nature of destruction and  
war, both of which I am intimately familiar with.
 
I believe the lesson is vigilance and awareness, to 
watch and sample and watch some more. To be aware of 
how and why destructive regimes and people may rise 
to power and do their work unhindered by what one 
thought was common sense in humans. 
 
The lesson is to understand that 
 the unthinkable might happen here too, and  
in me as well.
 
The illusions destroyed for those directly involved in 
the conflict is the illusion that war is the path to glory and peace and 
that the leader of the regime/nation cares 
for those who fight.
 
The lesson for these ppl is to realize the true face 
of war.
 
These lessons 
 should have been the lesson for the 20th century, 
but it is  
one which seems to stick very slowly and is 
easily and quickly 
forgotten. Or perhaps was never learned at all, 
except in those who directly experienced it on their 
own bodies. It may be time to learn again.
 
End of communication.
 
Eagerly awaiting your barrage.
 
Best regards,
 
Amanda.
 
 
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