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Recieved: 1999/05/04 22:19
Subject: Re: [K-list] Living Naratives & Seeing Thoughts
From: Mystress Angelique Serpent
On 1999/05/04 22:19, Mystress Angelique Serpent posted thus to the K-list:
At 12:39 PM 5/4/99 , Satu Sihvo wrote:
>Satu wrote:
>
>><< It is like if a bunch of thoughts with enough energy
>>would become "seen".
Yes, they do. I often send images, even music along with my emails by
telepathy. Not every body gets that information, but..
Recently I wrote a response to Jan's comments on how Kundalites must be
responsible thinkers coz our thoughts have so much power of manifestation.
Anybody who has played the "parking magic game" knows that.. however the
post wandered into a lot of left turns and became 17k or something, a
novel, so I didn't post it. Here is a snippet.
>Jan wrote:
> For a Kundalite, this power is much greater.
>It is the basis for the dictum : "As you meditate, so you become". So if you
>surrender to the Goddess, you become the Goddess; if you meditate on the
>Buddha, you become a Buddha, and so on. If one isn't conscious of this
>power, strange things can happen :)
Oh, humor of understatement.. You got that right.. :) Someone on this
list once asked who was my Dominatrix? Goddess. I was verrrry stubborn...
that is why I preach surrender.. I teach what I most need to learn.. every
day.
I sometimes think my "teacher training" included researching every
pitfall along the way of K. by falling into it, personally.. and crawling
back out again. Or maybe I am still in them? I don't think I'm quite done
with that part yet, either.. what is it they say about curiosity and cats?
Oh yes.. they have 9 lives.. very reassuring.
Being born awakened, with a tendency to daydream, and learning self
hypnosis at age 12 was a mixed blessing.. oy. Stuff I created long ago, and
forgot about, still shows up to say hello.. I didn't really understand how
real the invisible playmates I created of my oddness and isolation, really
were, until friends started seeing them out of the corners of their eyes,
hanging around looking lonely a few years ago. Weird stuff I barely
remember imagining.. a pillar beside my door that bent down to peer at
someone knocking, and inspect them..... a mythical best I created for a
grade 7 social studies project..
Once I asked my Angels to send three guardians from among the mostly
unknown ranks of those who assist me, to protect another listmember who
was having problems with poltergeists.. as a stopgap measure while he
learned to move energy enough to spin a house spell.
I didn't pick them, I just asked the Angels to handle it.. but two 3'
tall slightly gnome like earth warriors and a gargoyle showed up guarding
my friend's bed in the middle of the night.
The gargoyle scared the poop out of him, oopsie poor guy.. and so the
warriors ripped it into it's duality and tossed out it's dark side, so it
was very lapdog-like.. it lost it's power of flight.. I ended up mending it
weeks later, when my friend got to understand the Tao better.. it morphed
into a big gargoyle out of ghost busters.. lovely bluish gray granite skin
and eyes like soft red glowing embers... I sent it back, telling it to be
careful not to scare my friend again!.. for days they could only see a
foot, or a wing tip.. it was very funny!! I warned them he had changed, but
didn't describe how.. and got a perfect description back, for confirmation
when the Gargoyle wandered into the bathroom to have a drink out of the
toilet while my friend was bathing.
So far as I know, it's still with him.. they bonded.. the Earth Warriors
got offended coz he couldn't take them seriously, and came back once they
were no longer needed. I still dunno where they came from, or what they
are.. they don't seem to mind.. I am aware of them when I think of them.. I
don't see them, but I feel it when they come to my side.. they passed
approval of my Angels, so that's good enough for me.
I wondered more about where I got a gargoyle?? It took me about 6 months
to remember the plane trip thru a blizzard where me and the gargoyle met..
a rough flight.. 7 hours on the runway repeatedly de-icing the plane and
coming back coz it iced up again before takeoff.. normally I like to fly..
this was bumpy.
I looked out the window and saw a pulled up bit of bent metal on the
wing, and flashed on the Twilight zone movie.. poof, there it was. The
gargoyle on the wing.. I knew what I had done and went uh-oh! I don't wanna
do this movie, and made friends with it right away! ... and with all of
it's relatives.. the plane flew into Vancouver with a squadron of Gargoyles
escorting.. I thought I turned them loose when I was back on the ground...
they seemed to enjoy escorting airplanes safely thru storms, so I let
them, and forgot about them.
Guess the first one hung around waiting to be given something to do.
Gargoyles are wonderful. Excellent protectors, very loyal.
I have no idea if I create these things, or attract them.. or if they
are already there and take the forms I imagine. The gargoyle thought form
was placed in the collective by the movie.. but humans had images of
gargoyles for centuries..
I still have no idea where the Earth Warriors came from.. but I put out a
grape for each of them, occasionally. Folks have connected with me and seen
beings that I vaguely recollect seeing on the covers of novels I read as a
teenager.. It all belongs to Goddess, but it surprises me sometimes, what
She gives back.. what can I say? I don't get lonely.. :) :)
Recently as a result of an ongoing project sending ghosts of old medicine
men, and native peoples into the light, I accidentally inherited a small
cloud of demons who thought they were the spoils of victory, and went off
doing the kind of stuff their old Masters liked.. thinking it would please
me also.. whoops!
I didn't know about them, coz the angels didn't let them near me, .. I
figgered Goddess had it handled.. but they went off and annoyed some other
folks, who complained to me about my apparent attack.. oops, sorry.. so I
spent an odd afternoon opening to them, calling them in, to be loved,
transmuted... giggling them into the Light. Seemed like most of them were
captive devas, coz feeling them "pop" inside me when they discovered the
truth of their nature mirrored in my heart, made me giggle all afternoon
the way I do with Faeries. At one point I gave up and surrendered to
ROTFLOL kicking my feet in the air coz I was starting to ache from
giggling.. seemed like there were hundreds of them.. poor little critters..
When I see folks having a tough time with the power of K., as adults
trying to handle it, I give thanks to my guardian angels, they must have
had their hands full!! LOL!!
You can laugh, at my spirit friends, Jan... but you were never a
K-awakened child whose nightmare monsters didn't go away when she woke
up... in the middle of the night, as Kundalites do.. still in the dreamtime
and not wise enough to surrender, or pray. oy.
>Just wonder what is the difference between narrative head space and the
>everyday 3D world. Is it the quality or quantity of energy?
Look at it differently. Consciousness is a property of matter, and
thoughts are things. They take on lives of their own, give them enough
energy and you can create divinities.. pookas, invisible spirit friends, ..
most blockages of limiting ideas can be cleared if you treat them like
entities, give them love and ask them what they want.. and persuade them
they can find it in the light.."unconditional love can find a better way..
happy retirement and thanks!!"
I have a Buddy who is an invisible T-Rex I conjured up, or attracted one
day years ago, when I was frustrated with my clever mind's ability to
rescue things I had disposed of, with creative visualization. I gave up and
asked my mind instead what manner of destruction would it consider final?
If a Tyrannosaurus Rex eats it, then it's gone... so, I needed a T-Rex..
with a Disney personality.. I gave it some magical powers, like the ability
to be any size.. and an attitude that people's unwanted negative crap was
the yummiest stuff in the universe... and good table manners,.. politely
waiting to be offered snacks.. and a tendency to belch after a good meal..
and tap dance. Sometimes he shits pearls of wisdom.
I don't call on him any more, I transmute stuff within myself, but over
the years I probably introduced him to hundreds of people, while teaching
and I know he is still buddy to some folks.. being well fed. When I
realized he could also hunt for himself, if given permission, I used to
call him up, or loan him out, some times to do house clearings.. sure, I
can just flick a mustard seed at things, and let Goddess handle it.. but if
you have never seen a greyhound-sized T-Rex hunting down poltergeists and
eating them, crunching the bones of pesky negative thought forms.... then
you ain't seen nothin...LOL!! More amazing then "Wild Kingdom." I cannot
describe how fast and graceful, a T-Rex in action really is! Wow!
I was reading on another list, years ago a post about how these nasty
Draconian lizard aliens provoke war and hostility because they feed on
people's negative emotions.. T-Rex showed up and winked at me, and I nearly
peed myself laughing.
Blessings.....
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