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Recieved: 1999/03/14  12:26  
Subject: [K-list] I should like to share. 
From: Tim Harris
  
On 1999/03/14  12:26, Tim Harris posted thus to the K-list: 
I had a dream last night and as such imply no authority but that 
beyond the acknowledgment of a dream.
 
I stood alone in a battlefield where many were slain by my own hand. 
My sword risen high to God glistened with a light that was so intense 
that the sword hummed. It was at the end of a great battle and I alone 
stood. Over the hills swarmed yet on more army. I could see that the 
army was weak but the leader of the charge held a sword like mine. It 
was black and to look at it cast fear into my heart. A voice, not mine 
but inside me, said... "Go this battle belongs to me!" So I turned and 
fled.
 
The army was in pursuit and chased me. My lungs were burning and I 
tired. I ran as commanded until I found myself at the edge of a wide 
and deep chasm. I slid to a stop and turned to face my pursuers that 
close in like the wind. I took several steps away from the edge and 
planned my assault on the final army that approached. I prepared 
myself for battle. Then again I heard a voice "Go this battle belongs 
to me." I cried out "But I have no place to go! I have not been given 
direction." The army closed and my heart began to cower in fear of 
this voice that told me to go. I knew naught but to fight darkness and 
now that darkness came from within.
 
I managed to fight my way through the first few attacks but soon saw 
that this battle was going to over power me. I turned and ran towards 
the edge of the chasm then dove into the open arms of God. I stretched 
open my arms as I fell. The illusion and delusion were gone and my 
open eyes watched the rocks rush towards me.
 
Suddenly, I was an eagle and my wings spread wide and full and I 
soared to the sky. I was free and the wind carried me to a place where 
I knew that I would find rest. I saw a light and surged upwards 
towards it.
 
Then, I turned to see what chance found the army that pursued me. They 
were gone.
 
Instead, I saw you that I had slain.
 
Tears filled me and my heart cried out to God. "I can not be among you 
if it is at the cost of those that I slain." I turned back towards the 
earth and become the sword of light in your hands. I became the sword 
of God. And, he fought the final battle in my name for all his glory 
and the final victory was his and his alone.
 
Now, I am a man. I stand with you as one for I too, as you, shall bear 
the weight of all until, as one and many, we may enter the opened 
gates and find peace.
 
Regards.
 
Tim Harris
 
 
 
 
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