To: K-list 
Recieved: 1999/03/12  13:00  
Subject: [K-list] [K-List]   I'm new and would like some help. 
From: Azuure
  
On 1999/03/12  13:00, Azuure posted thus to the K-list: 
 
  Greetings everyone,
 
     At first I'd like to share how glad I am to see such supportive people 
here. As a psychology grad student, with what I believe is Kundalini, all my 
teachings up until this point had led me to the point to believe that I'm 
hallucinating.. etc.   (It's still difficult to sit through psychopathology 
class while other students casually diagnose and wash their hands of the 
matter.)
 
  The realization that I wasn't merely crazy was when the pictures and visions 
of my mind were corroborated on websites on Tantra and books on Indian 
spirituality.                              I kept calling what I saw over and 
over , the  "lightning double helix"  (until I knew what it was, the 
kundalini) . 
 
   I do what I can and let this energy take me over at least once a day 
(electroshock is exactly what its like), my hands go into what i now know are 
mudras, and i shake and shake,  but I am fearing that I'm probably pretty 
misguided and need a teacher or some direction.
 
     I'm faced with so many options I'm asking for some help from the group as 
to which practitioners would really be good for my situation.   
 
 I would really like to find a high level teacher that would guide me on a 
spiritual path, does anyone know of anyone reputable (a guru, etc, any 
religion is ok)   that deals with kundalini in  Seattle?    
  
  There are so many ads in newspapers, so many "healers" ive heard of 
by word of mouth, and I guess I don't have the 1000's of dollars it would take 
to explore them all.   Does anyone have any established knowledge of a good 
referral for Kundalini and possibly helping someone take this energy higher?
 
     Any guidance is appreciated..
 
  Azuure
 
 
 
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